Wednesday, September 05, 2012

Wake Me Up When September Ends #03

All of the people around me (including you..) tell me, I should move on. I have to move on.
But what they (including you..) don't realize is, 
moving on is not an easy thing to do, when what I left behind was actually better than what I am having and feeling right now. And it was truly the times, I felt happy....

05 Sept 2012

Dear, you...
How are you today? Did you have a good day?

Mine was fine. Agak gak mood sih, entah kenapa. Cliche jika aku bilang karena memikirkan kamu hehehehe... But I won't lie, I do think about you :).
I tried to distract my mind off you (again..with no luck whatsoever), with online games, browsing the internet, the twitters, reading blogs, etc. 

And from twitter, @CosmoIndonesia tweeted one thing ; about sharing the best gift we ever got. Caranya cukup share ke Cosmo hadiah anniversary apa yang pernah si dia kasih untuk Anda! Jangan lupa sertakan #CosmoQuizdi akhir tweet Anda. What they said... Funny my mind went straight to you (pfft as if I didn't think about you all the time..).
My best gift I ever got, and I do mean the best, of all the gifts I ever got, (well of course being alive and healthy was the best gift because it's from God, but we're talking about gifts from people here..) is of course, 

a puppy named Zorro, that you gave to me for my birthday gift last year
Truly. Cute. Puppy.
Which is now has grown into a rather big, energetic, loving, loyal, rather spoiled dog. *kisses* :-*

Do you still remember how we got him? :)
You were actually planning to give me a Siberian Husky puppy ( . . you do like this breed so much, don't you?), you were browsing the internet for it. Sadly we couldn't find one that fits us so ... Same as how I got Ruffy ( how is she now, by the way? I miss her... :( ) for you the year before, you took me out of town and we went to an animal market on Sunday in Yogyakarta. They were selling various animals, from common animals like birds, chickens, etc. To the most exotic animals like monkeys, bats, owls. Do you remember the owl that turned its head and kept looking at you wherever you go ? :)

A funny thing I remember is, you already set your eyes on Zorro from the first time we got there. But because I know you like Siberian Husky so much, I was actually looking for that breed. So you'd love it too. My eyes went to the crossbred of Husky X Retriever (what the seller said, although it kinda looked like a brown mini Husky) . 
But apparently, you fell in love at first sight with Zorro. You kept coming back to where he was. :) Then after a loooong discussion, you decided to buy Zorro for me. Yay! \(^^)/

And to be honest, I truly love it. He turned out to be a very nice pet to have, although he does sometimes annoy me so much when he's super excited.
And that's what I want to tell you about today.
I spent the times tonight with staying home. He was happy to know I stayed home. 
Dari sejak aku pulang, sampai jam makan malam, dia nempel terus. Mu dipeluk, dielus-elus. Cuddling surely works for him, he loves it so much.
But well you know him too... Dia adalah anjing yang amat sangat aktif, apalagi jika ada teman bermain, and of course what he is doing next was running around the house, berkejar-kejaran dengan Cleo, guling-gulingan, berisik!
So I forced them to go outside, ke taman belakang hehehe. I didn't allow them to come in, before they tire themselves of playing.

Do you miss him?
He does miss you, FYI.... 
How would I know? :)
Terkadang, t-shirt kamu yang ada di sini (yang aku selalu minta pinjam dari kamu, for sniffing purpose... Because I won't lie, it's a nice feeling when I miss you so much then I can "smell" you.) , kan aku pasang di guling, Zorro kadang datang ketika mau tidur dan he sniffed it too before bed.
Haha I know it sounds ridiculous, it doesn't always happen everyday. Or maybe he smelled something weird from your t-shirt :p.
But we both do miss you. :)

I wish we can do our picnic thing again someday... Remember?
Before, on Sundays, kita selalu janjian untuk makan siang, dan terkadang aku beli makanan, lalu jemput kamu, dan terkadang kita bawa Ruffy / Zorro, bahkan pernah keduanya (!), lalu sedikit ke luar kota, untuk jalan-jalan sebentar.
The memories.....
So many good and happy memories, seems impossible for me to ever move on from you....


So... How did you do today? Did you do anything good?
Did you find great food there?
Wherever you are, chemungud yah !! \(^0^).

Segala pencapaian & prestasi, besar maupun kecil, tak mungkin dicapai tanpa adanya upaya berpikir & kerja keras.Semua kesuksesan pastinya butuh proses yang tak mudah, bahkan mungkin tak sebentar.Namun percayalah, segala upaya itu akan mengarah pada hasil yang luar biasa. 

Keep praying, and reading the Bible.
Ku percaya, Tuhan bimbing jalanmu.
We will also pray for you from here. 


.bie.

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