I'm tagged ... =)

Being tagged by Dita, to tell some facts about me. I gotta say, I'm not sure at first about what to tell. Spent quite some time to think about it.

Okay, here we go....

Rules :

• Each blogger must post these rules
• Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves
• Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
• Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

8 Habits:

1. I have sweet tooth. Can't resist dessert. Especially chocolate. ( No wonder I'm fat ... (-__-;) )
2. I chew on straws. I don't know when it started, it's really long time ago, and why. Maybe I just like to play with it.
   
3. I do things slowly. I don't like to rush. Sometimes I'm also procrastinating. One thing about me that my mom really hates. =(
   
4. I like reading. I can read anything.
5. I like to have cold drinks better.
   
6. Maybe because I can't have any food or drink that's hot. I like to wait for it to cool down or blow to it first before I consume it.
7. I can sleep in every position, but mostly I sleep on my side. Especially on my left side.
8. I like to observe people. So I often look around. Even in the restaurant. I know some people find it a bit rude when someone doesn't look at them when talking, but sometimes I do that. I will look at them when I talk to them, but after a while, I sometimes look around.
   

People whom I want to tag are:

I don't know.. Everybody who reads my blog deh.... (@_@)


Can you believe I spent almost 2 hours to write about these things ? (o_O)

belajar parkir

dari bloghopping, nemu satu web bagus ...

http://www.driverseddirect.com/game/

ada 5 level .. kita harus markir-in mobil pake keyboard .. yah belajar parkir gitu lah ..
aku maen sampe 2 jam lebih ..
karena aku nyoba-nyoba terus gaya parkir yang berbeda .. dari depan, dari belakang, maju, mundur ..

i love driving .. tapi aku gak jago parkir lurus nih !!! (di level pertama)

baik di game, maupun di kehidupan nyata ..
parkir yang lain-lainnya sih masih oke lah bisa ..


tapi kalau disuruh parkir lurus diantara 2 mobil, ama parkir mundur ...
nah pusink deh saya.....


aku dulu les nyetir, gak dapet pelajaran parkir yang mantap ..
dan setelah itu, gak punya kesempatan banyak untuk latihan jg ..
karena gak ada mobil pribadi sih .. dan juga keluarga punya sopir yang bawel dan rese, males deh .. paling aku cuma make tuh mobil kalau jemput mama dari kerja .. standar lah jalan biasa..

kalau malem, mau latihan, males ah .. udah ada koko yang nyetir, ya saya jadi penumpang aja.. :p

PS : ada yang mau ajarin saya parkir gak ??

bad habits

1. Kebiasaan buruk pas tidur ?
~ hmm.. i can't think of anything.. kalau tidur anteng kok... oh maybe, kalau bisa diusahakan ada cahaya meskipun remang2 ... takut tidur gelap2.... :D

2. Kebiasaan buruk pas bangun tidur ?
~ liat jam / hp .. sambil merem melek.. " masih jam segini.. tidur lagi ah bentar... " ... pencet snooze .. sampe kesiangan trs gedubrakan ... :D
dalam proses semakin lebih baik sih ..

3. Kebiasaan buruk kalo lg makan ?
~ kalau makan lama... :) pokoknya pelan deh.. :D kalau kalian orang yang makannya cepet dan makan ama aku, pasti sebel deh..
trus gak bisa makan / minum sesuatu yang panas.. jadi abisin waktu buat niup2in.. pokoknya tunggu anget baru bisa dimakan...
i'm always the last to finish eating..

4. Kebiasaan buruk di mall ?
~ suka pengen beli sesuatu ... setidaknya cemilan ..

5. Kebiasaan buruk pas di mobil ?
~ gak suka grusa-grusu.. hey isn't it supposed to be a good thing :-/

6. Kebiasaan buruk kalo lg telpon ?
~ well it really depends on what my mood is that day, and who i am talking to, and what other stuffs i'm also doing at the same time..
aku kadang gak mood untuk ditelpon .. i often prefer sms .. apalagi ama orang yang gak deket ..
oh ya aku gak mungkin cuma fokus di telpon .. pasti ada melakukan sesuatu, entah baca.. atau mainan.. atau nonton tv .. kalau dari penelepon gak bisa kasih bahan obrolan yang asyik, tentunya pasti aku gak akan konsen ke dia...

7. Kebiasaan buruk pas kul ?
~ i'm lazy.. pasti udah banyak orang yang tahu.. aku sering gak ada motivation untuk pergi ke kuliah... hufff.... but i know i HAVE TO change it ! berjuangggggg........ !!!

8. Kebiasaan buruk di skul ?
~ saya anak baik-baik lho.. ga pernah bikin masalah di sekolah kok :'>

9. Kebiasaan buruk di kantin ?
~ err... again, kalau makan lama.. jadi jangan harap aku kasih kursi ke orang lain cepet.. selain itu, ga ada..

10. Kebiasaan buruk di restaurant ?
~ aku suka merhatiin orang lain... biasanya sih cuma ngliat2 sekilas gitu... tapi kalau ada yang seru untuk diomongin, ya gosipin orang lain... paling gak bisa deh suruh ngliat ke depan terus..

11. Kebiasaan buruk kalo lg main komp ?
~ suka bengong di depan komputer, bingung mau ngapain lagi... most of my time i spend with browsing forums, games, ebay, and downloading .. again, no motivation untuk buka web sekolah... pasti tergoda untuk kemana2 dulu, trus baru ke web sekolah kalau udah mentok gak ngapa2in..
haizz.. motivasiii motivasiii !!!!

12. Kebiasaan buruk di rumah ?
~ kalau di indo, hmm.. jarang keluar kamar... karena kamarku adalah tempat ternyaman bagiku.. ada ac, tv, ranjang, cemilan, gak dikerubutin nyamuk .. surgaaaa.....
which is why sering banget aku dapet omelan dari mama.. karena aku bermalas2an terus di dalam kamar.. makan aja aku bawa ke kamar kok..
jarang banget di luar... lha gimana... di luar banyak nyamuk ..


disini .. berhubung aku tinggal sendirian .. dan tv ada di living room, aku jadi jarang ke kamar ...
tidur pun kadang di sofa :p
entah kenapa, gak bisa lepas dari tv ..

oh yeah .. males bersih-bersih .. :D
cuma bersih-bersih kalau mood baik, yang bisa dibilang jarang, atau memang sudah amat sangat super duper messy ..

13. Kebiasaan buruk kalo lagi ama temen ?
~ aku pendiem.. lebih suka dengerin.. jarang banget ngomong.. maka harus dipancing dulu baru bisa ngomong panjang lebar :D

14. Kebiasaan buruk kalo lg marah ?
~ marah-marah lah.... kalau marahnya tentang hal yang sensitif buat aku, pasti nangis...

15. Kebiasaan buruk kalo lg sedih ?
~ err... suka negative thinking .. gampang down and desperate .. lalu langsung pasrah ..

LAST : Pingin ngilangin kebiasaan2 buruk ngga ?
~ hmm.. some habits define who i am, so no.. tapi untuk hal2 yang crucial yang bisa bikin aku lebih baik, why not ... :)



PS : buat jessica, ini bukan post yang akhir-akhir ini aku bilang panjang dan kamu tunggu-tunggu.. postingan itu belom siap untuk dipublikasikan .. cuma karena kamu nagih update-an mulu, ya saya kasih ini ya, bacaan sekedarnya :D

my bad habits

it seems that lately, people like to share about their bad habits ..
some of my friends (you know who you are) talked about inconsistency, or indecisive
well, if i have to tell about my bad habits, mine would be lots =p
from the worst, i'm used to be a procrastinator.. eventhough i don't like things to go in hurry, i kinda usually left the works near due date..
and for me, it's the worst habit ever .. i really like to change this though.. now i'm still trying (>.<) , it's harder because of my second bad habit, i'm kinda lazy .. =p
i don't like things to go fast, i like things slow but sure.. it's bad because of course nowadays world needs people that can act fast and agile ..
it's hard for me to change this habit too because the third habit would follow =p ... i don't really have ambition in life ..
i still don't know what i want to do or what my talent is.. until right now, i just do what normal people would do .. eventhough i'm not sure that's where my talent is ;(
from this situation, it creates new bad habit for me, negative-thinking ....
because i'm surrounded with success people, with condition that i'm still struggling in what i'm doing , ( i'm even thinking that i'm taking wrong path (o_O) ) , makes me feel i'm a big failure... then i would usually have negative thinking for most problems ...
i've been through a lot... most bad experiences ... it makes me hard to think positive ...

and now i'm realizing something.. in my case, my bad habit can be followed with other bad habit .. and just wondering, would it make difference if i just change one habit ?
probably if i'm more positive, i'd find what's good for me in this world .. then i would have some ambition or passion to fulfill .. with having ambition, i'd be surely not lazy, and certainly with me being not lazy, i'd become procrastinator ...
it's all connected ..
and it makes me wonder, just one action, can really makes much difference ..
wow... that's kinda freaky for me..
well, it probably doesn't have any similarity with your habits .. i'm just blabbering here....
arrgh, i'm so stressed out.. i have lots to do and i've lost lots of time because of procrastinating..
and this stupid brain is getting stupider each day !! ( *hitting head* )
arrgh, ow i'm hating myself... geez if only there's Doraemon.... (-_-) ...

facts :)

Nama ?
~* born as Nancy Indrawati Usman .. baptised in catholic church with Florentina.. accepted confirmation sacrament with the name Claire Valerie..

born on ..
~* 11th October 1985 in Solo City, Kasih Ibu Hospital..

Gol.darah ?
~* definitely A, but i don't know negative or positive..

Tinggi ?
~* short, only about 158-160 cm x(

Warna kulit ?
~* white

Panjang rambut ?
~* long hair

mungkin ga sih kamu berhenti ngopi?
* i'm not a coffee addict, only occasional sipper :) so it's pretty possible..

mungkin ga sih co/ce secakep kamu blm punya pacar?
* lol.. i don't find myself attractive, so it's pretty possible :)

mungkin ga sih kamu hidup tanpa hp dan komp?
* i would say 70% can't .. i can still survive if there's none around..

mungkin ga sih kamu jadi bintang film?
* it's impossible ;p i've dreamt about it since i was akid, but i think i dont have the guts..

mungkin ga sih kamu ninggalin temen kamu?
* maybe, if i found out that they're not good friends..

mungkin ga sih kamu gagal dlm pacaran?
* yes.. relationship's hard..

mungkin ga sih ada orang yg sayang sama kamu?
* don't know about that ;) maybe not.. anyone ?

mungkin ga sih kamu jahatin orang?
* no.. don't have the ability to do so..

mungkin ga sih kamu ga mandi sama sekali dalam sehari?
* yesss :p if i'm not going anywhere and i'm not sweating.. :p

mungkin ga sih mantan kamu minta balik lagi?
* no.. it's impossible.. we don't even talk to each other anymore :)

mungkin ga sih kamu pake narkoba?
* maybe.. :p i'm fine and pretty sane right now.. but who knows maybe i get crazy tomorrow :p

mungkin ga sih kamu hidup di luar negeri?
* i hope so.. i'm pretty much like it better than my own country.. but who knows :( maybe i'm supposed to go home..

mungkin ga sih hidup kamu berubah 180 derajat?
* dunno.. don't think so..

mungkin ga sih kamu putus asa dalam hidup?
* very possible :)

mungkin ga sih mimpi kamu terkabul semua?
* no way...


Do you wash your car or let the carwash ?
* unfortunately i dont have a car .... hehehe.. but if i do have one, maybe i'd wash it myself.. to save money ? hehehe.. maybe go to the carwash if only have extra money..

What is your favorite animal?
* dogs (^.^) .. maybe rabbits.. polar bear ? huehuehue.. panda.. basically any fat and fluffy animals ;p

Your dream vacation?
* urrm.. urrgghh.. can't decide.. all around the world x( any country which is not in the war situation :)

Have you been in love?
* yes i think so

Ever go camping?
* no... don't think i will

Were you an honor roll student in school?
* LOL .. that's impossible :( so stupid....

Do you want to know about the future?
* yessss.. i'm pretty much in the total blackout right now..

Do you use any perfume or cologne?
* yes, but only when i go out..

Do you collect anything?
*~ urrm.. when i was a kid, i collect stickers, cute stationeries.. i'm not really a collector, but i do purchase things i like , such as DVDs of the movies i love.. games.. some of my friend said i collect them, but i don't find myself as a collector, because i only have things i like..

Do you like hot sauce?
* a bit, yes.. i like light spicy, but for the fact, i can't stand spicy food..


suka ngerokok ngga?
~* not a smoker..

suka minuman beralkohol ngga?
~* not a drinker also..

kalo weekend sukanya ngapain aja?
~* don't have any routine.. but basically chilling out.. destressing.. :)

suka fast food gak?
~* yess :p

suka clubbing?
~* not really.. it's only okay.. and only for rich people.. x(

suka ngapain aja kalo lagi banyak duit?
~* shopping ahuehaue.. gotta change this habit !!!!

temen2 manggil loe apa?
~* nancy.. nanz .. nen..

kalo lagi gak punya uang biasanya ngapain?
~* starving..

kalo masak, sukanya masak makanan apa?
~* simple meals.. i'm not a cook x(

suka buah apa aja?
~* hmm.. rambutan, kelengkeng, banana, red apple, green grapes, sawo, nangka, sweet mangoes..

suka minum beer gak?
~* no !

suka gosok gi2 sbLm tdr?
~* lol.. i'm trying to..

suka dengerin lagu yg gimana?
~* slow.. songs that can touch my heart.. easy to be listened.. generally pop, rnb, some techno,.. some jazz...

suka mandi pake sabun apa?
~* don't have any particular brand, any soap that smells great..

kalo nonton, sukanya film yang gimana?
~* comedy, horror, and thriller.. :)

suka olahraga apa?
~* i hate exercise heuahuehaue.. okay i'll start trying to like it x(

suka orang yang rambutnya di bonding?
~* if it looks great, why not ?

suka jutek ga kmu?
~* when i was low, yes...

suka ngapain aja kalo lagi sedih?
~* hmm.. crying myself to sleep :p

kalo sarapan sukanya makan apa?
~* not a morning person so usually i skip breakfast...

apakah coklat bikin loe happy?
~* not really.. yeah it helps a bit, but the problems are still there eventhough i eat tons of chocolate..

kamu nyadar ga kalo ada orang yang suka ama loe?
~* sometimes.. but not really.. i don't wanna be a 'ge-er an' person..

kamu pernah nangis gara-gara film?
~* yes.. ;p i don't think it's stupid.. i'm a sensitive person anyway..

kamu termasuk orang yang males?
~* yessssssssssss x(

menurut kamu lebih baik sehat atau gendut?
~* duh ?? healthy for sure..

perhiasan apa yang kamu pake tiap hari?
~* i have 6 piercings, 3 on each ears.. those what i wear everyday... oh also a necklace.. i only wear rings etc when i'm in party or formal occasions..

kalimat yang paling romantis yang pernah kamu denger ?
~* you are perfect in your own way.. eventhough people may not know it, but i know that you are perfect for me .. uhuk uhuk... ahiak ahiak xD

objek foto yang paling menarik kamu?
~* human interaction.. human natural feelings..

loe manja ga?
~* no.. but can be :)

sifat kamu tuh kekanak2an apa dewasa gt?
~* most people said i'm mature... but i don't think i am, i find myself i'm still a kid, i don't even know what i wanna be, isn't it childish ??

perna ngiri ma orang pacaran ga?
~* yessssss !! ;p being in a relationship is great...

pernah ke pasar?
~* of course.. but i usually go to supermarket.. hehehe

apakah kmu pernah merasa lelah dgn kehidupan cintamu?
~* yes :)

lalu apa yg kmu lakukan?
~* no idea.. i think i'll leave it up to fate..

merek mie instan apa yang paling kamu suka?
~* indomie minded.. but i also like mie sedap, and some korean noodles..

suka makan sushi ga ?
~* yes..

Demen makan sushi yg isinya apa ?
~* hmm.. eels.. salmon, raw is better than smoked.. hmm what else.. octopus ? maybe.. i usually eat salmon ;)

Kamu biasa manja2an ke siapa ?
~* lovers *wink*

kamu tipe org setia ngak ?
~* i'm pretty confident to say 'YES'

menurutmu enakan ttm ato komitmen?
~* commit !!

menurutmu pacaran liat tampang gmn? then lo sk tmpg bgmn?
~* urrghh.. i hate people who look into appearance !! only hearts and minds matter..

menurutmu bnarkah cinta TIDAK harus memiliki?
~* yes.. sad, but yes..

How many times have you truly been in love?
~* hmm.. twice..

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?
~* yeah once.. but it turns out it's too difficult, so we broke up, and it hurts more.. so i guess i can suggest don't really set your hope too high..

Are you happy being single rather than being relationships?
~* i love being in relationship more... i wish.. hmm.. :(

What is your ideal boyfriend?
~* he has to be mature, because he has to be able to accept me for the way i really am, for what i did, for what i will be..
~* knows what he wants to do..
~* he also has to be smart, i don't mean intelligent but i would love it if he has deep insight about things.. talkative enough because i'm a quiet person..
~* funny enough, because i like someone who can make me laugh..
~* but stricly he has to really love me and be faithful ...

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
~* yes.. and i deeply regret it..

Would you date someone older than you?
~* i'm a girl and that's what girls usually do :)

Ever been given a promise ring?
~* no..

Mo kerja dulu/nikah dulu ?
~* if i can find a job, career's first.. but if i can find someone who can support me entirely, i want to get married hauahuhaua...

Dulu rencana nikah umur brapa ? why?
~* urrgh.. around 25, but i don't think that will happen..

Pengen punya anak brapa?why?
~* 3 .. i don't know why, maybe because my family's also consist of 3 kids.. like what my mom said, one is too quiet, two is still quiet, three is great, more than that is crowded :) i hope i'll have good life to support 3 kids (~_~)
if economically impossible, so it's better be just have one...

Are u photogenic?
~* definitely no .. x( so sad....


Do you drink milk ?
~* yes.. since i was a kid.. my mom gave it twice a day.. i do until high school.. now i onlydrink sometimes, but i really think it really helps to keep healthy, turns out i never got any serious illness..

Do you prefer apple or orange juice ?
~* apple

how often do you check your email ?
~* err.. about every 2 / 3 days

Do you know what a plecostamous is ?
~* no.. i'll google... okay, it's a kind of catfish.. i still don't know what it is :)

Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean ?
~* no..

Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils ?
~* mechanical.. but wooden's fine..

Do you enjoy breaking hearts ?
~* who does ?? pathetic..

Do you believe there is only one ?
~* used to.. but not anymore :)

Have you found your one ?
~* i don't know :) hopefully not yet..

Have you ever waved at someone who was waving at you, only to realize they waved to someone else ?
~* hahaha yes.. so ashamed

Have you ever had to run for your life ?
~* no.. i hope not.. !

Have you ever been to a family reunion ?
~* yes..

If your lover cheated on you and profusely apologized, would you accept the apology ?
~* depends on how he cheated.. i can say maybe i'll give him 2nd chance, but that's it..

Are you allergic to any insect bites ?
~* no.. mosquito bites maybe, they can last for like ever x(

Have you ever been searched by the cops ?
~* lol.. i hope not

Do you close your eyes on roller coasters ?
~* when was a kid, no.. nowadays, yes ehuehue.. i don't know why, i'm afraid of heights now x(

Do you consider yourself creative ?
~* no x(

Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie ?
~* jennifer aniston !!

Do you stay friends with your ex` s ?
~* hmm.. we're not enemy but we don't really talk to each other..

Do you believe in love at first sight ?
~* no.. it's all lust..

Do you like Sushi ?
~* not hating it..

What do you wear to bed ?
~* pyjamas ..lingerie ;p

What shoe size do you have ?
~* 7-8 / 39-40

Have you truly hated anyone ?
~* yessssss

What food do you find disgusting ?
~* things that are not supposed to be eaten of course.. anything extraordinary.. x(

Have you ever been punched in the face ?
~* no

If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do ?
~* call everyone i know.. saying sorry for what i've done to trouble them.. maybe stay quietly enjoy my every breath .. well in 24 hours you cant do much x(

What do you do when you can`t fall asleep ?
~* keep doing stuffs until i'm tired..


pink or purple?
~* not a pinky girl, but i like it better than purple..

ipod or cd player?
~* ipod surely (~_~)

mk-a or the veronicas?
~* the veronicas.. because i don't know who mk-a is ;p .. the veronica's songs are pretty great..

ice cream or chocolates?
~* ice cream..

newspapers or mags?
~* mags ..

daniel radcliffe or chad michael murray?
~* chad michael murray laaah....

rihanna or beyonce?
~* beyonce's sexier .. ;p

alicia keys or ashanti?
~* alicia keys, although not really a fan

the OC or laguna beach?
~* urrgh.. i don't watch all of them..

HP or computer?
~* computer..

saturday or sunday?
~* saturday !

pussycat dolls or sugababes?
~* PCD !!!

mariah carey or britney?
~* britney fan :)

milkshake or cappucino?
~* milkshake

harry potter or Lord of the ring?
~* harry potter !

mtv or chanel [v] ?
~* i think MTV's better..

sms or chatting?
~* both are fine

id girl or giordano?
~* giordano

roxy or billabong?
~* both are fine :)

america or australia?
~* i love both !!

japan or korea?
~* japan..

Jessica or ashlee Simpson?
~* i like Jessica's better

hilary or haylie duff?
~* hilary !

emma roberts or JoJo?
~* i never heard of emma, so maybe i like JoJo better..

mischa barton or rachel ?
~* mischa's prettier .... but i'm not a fan..

paris hilton or nicole richie?
~* i totally like Paris better.. !!!!!! c'mon nicole, you'll never be like paris.. so start eating, please..

kelly clarkson or carrie?
~* kelly

mary kate or ashley?
~* ashley.. simply because i don't like mary kate's style..

lisa or bart?
~* homer !!!!!!! :D

chocolate or strawberry?
~* chocolate

coffee or tea?
~* hmm.. like choc better heuheuheue.. but gotta choose, hmm.. coffee with milk ?

cosmogirl or go girl?
~* don't read teenage magazine anymore.. i'll choose cosmopolitan..

s'pore or malaysia?
~* singapore i guess.. but i don't like it either hauehuae

china or thailand?
~* i haven't been in thailand before, so i'll take thai for this.. besides, i don't really like china hmm..


THREE MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER
~* friends :) wait, does that count as movie ? urrggh.. maybe SAW .. Shark Tale, Fast and Furious..

THREE CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN
~* Solo.. Melbourne.. next ?? :)

THREE TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH
~* nahhh.. definitely Friends.. Desperate Housewives.. Charmed.. urrgh lots, 3 aren't enough.. now i'm loving Will & Grace .. The Simpsons.. Queer Eye for Straight Guy.. many more..

THREE PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION
~* hmm.. more than 3 i guess.. i've been to Jakarta, lol.. consider it's vacation :) then, Yogya, Semarang, Surabaya, Bali.. okay maybe overseas sound more like vacation..
i've been to malaysia & singapore of course ..
Paris, Lourdes .. Hong Kong, Shen Zhen, Guang Zhou..
Perth, Melbourne (^^), Sydney ..
Frankfurt but only at the airport aheuaheuheu.. transit on my way to New York City.. Florida..
okay what else.. urrm.. i think that's all.. i'm wishing to go travelling again!!


THREE WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY
~* eBay :p .. friendster, maybe ? ... google ?

THREE SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED
~* duh ?? more than 3 surely.. TK Mesen, SD Pangudi Luhur 2, SMP Bintang Laut, SMAn 3 !! then RMIT Univ x( heuheue..

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS
~* anything delicious.. fried.. bit spicy ? heuhuaehue..

angka yang paling kamu suka?
~* i don't have any favourite number

Loe suka komik apa?
~* detective.. horror.. funny.. well basically i read most comics, except action comics

Loe suka novel apa?
~* complicated yet intriguing novel..

Kalo chicklit/teenlit?
~* not a fan

Novel fiksi?
~* it's okay :P

Loe bisa masak?
~* i can but i'm not expert..

HP loe on 24 jam?
~* yes..

Loe percaya horoskop?
~* not really

Lebih suka shopping atau ngafe?
~* shopping !! ;p

Loe gampang percaya orang?
~* unfortunately yes x(

martabak, enak ga?
~* yes it's okay..

Bisa jatuh cinta sama sohib lawan jenis?
~* yes i think so..

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo ada sapi tanya ma lo dmn anaknya?
~* 'minta maaf, anaknya empuk sekale.. =)~~' heuheuheue this is actually Andre's answer but i love it xD

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo pacar lo bilang "hidup gw tanpa lo sama kyk malam tanpa bulan"?
~* nyaut 'ah masa? gombal' ;p

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo ada kucing ngajak ngomong lo?
~* there are 2 possibilities.. first , i'll bring the cat home, and i will contact Ripley's Believe it or not.. damn i'll be rich.. OR .. I'll get scared I'd probably run away anyway auehuaheuaehue...

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo tukang siomay lo ternyata batman?
~* i don't care.. i still ask him to made me siomay anyway heuheuheue.. well maybe taking photos heuheuheue..

Apa yang lo lakuin kalo liat srigala lagi mandi?
~* run before he bite me..

Apa lo suka makan sayur?
~* urrghh i'm definitely more carnivore ;p but i don't mind eating brocollies, cabbage, lettuce,tomatoes, carrots.. that's all..

Apa lo suka minum air?
~* not really.. i don't really drink much, i know it's bad, i'll try to cut this habit..

Apa lo suka makan jengkol, pete dan sejenisnya?
~* NO !

Apa lo pernah ciuman ama temen lo?
~* muahahahaha yes ;p

Apa lo pernah marah?
~* who doesnt?

Apa lo pernah ga mandi dalam sehari?
~* mwahaha yes .. my record's a week without shower mwahahaha...

apa lo pernah jatoh kalo jalan?
~* of course.. but only happened for like 4 times.. i'm not clumsy

Apa lo pernah mencuri , ayoo ngaku!!
~* yes.. i'm honest :)

Apa lo pernah makan di warteg?
~* no..

Apa lo pernah ditangkap polisi?
~* no..

Apa lo pernah stress ampe ky org gila?
~* nearly yes..

Apa lo pernah salah masuk WC?
~* yeah twice..

Apa lo pernah coba pakaian lawan jenis ?
~* yes heuheuheue...

kalo kamu karakter komik/hero kamu ingin jadi?
~* richie rich.. si untung bebek.. anyone who's rich ;D

kalo punya kantong doraemon kamu ingin punya?
~* if i have doraemon's pocket of course i have everything in it.. but maybe i'll use 'kotak andaikan' often ;p

kalo boleh milih hidup di jaman apa, kamu mau hidup di jaman?
~* jaman kaya digame rpg.. but that doesn't exist right eueue.. i don't know.. i'm quite happy with this time right now..

kalo boleh jadi binatang sehari kamu jadi?
~* rich people's pets..

kalo kamu, mendingan punya sayap atau bisa nafas di dalam air?
~* have wings... underwater's cold heuheuheue...

kalo film yang you wish you were in apaan?
~* lol.. i have no idea.. any movie where i can kiss the gorgeous actors xD

kalo bisa ilangin seseorang, sapa yg bakalan ilangin?
~* jerk and asshole bastards..

kalo dapet satu lantai penuh di salah satu gedung di jalan Sudirman mau dipake buat apa?
~* penthouse.. *dreaming*

kalo boleh bikin pesta di istana bogor,kamu bikin pesta apa?
~* no idea.. costume party i think

kalo kamu bisa ngundang makan malam satu orang hollywood star kamu akan ngundang sapa?
~* hm... johnny depp ? heuheue.. i don't know.. any good looking man who's available..

kalo boleh ngeband bareng band top,kamu akan pilih dengan:
~* L`arc~e`Ciel ... huaehuheue...

kalo ada satu orang yang boleh lo tampar saat ini juga lo mau tampar siapa
~* people who has ruined my life..

kalo hidup lo difilmkan, yang main peran lo siapa
~* myself.. because i don't think anyone would understand what i feel

kalo lo ketemu jin lampu di tengah jalan?
~* take it home.. asking for thousand whishes *greedy* xD

kalo besok semua orang di dunia jadi vegetarian lo mo makan apa hari ini?
~* meat of course..

kalo lo boleh menguasai hilton jakarta?
~* dreaming ehueheue.. i don't know...



[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping
[ ] I have been to Canada
[ ] I have been on some sort of sports team
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[ ] I have tripped UP the stairs
[ ] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs
[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing
[ ] I have played ping pong
[ ] I swam in the ocean
[x] I have been on a whale watch
[x] I have seen fireworks
[ ] I have seen a shooting star
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower
[ ] I have almost drowned
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear
[x] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again
[ ] I have had stitch(es)
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[x] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects
[x] I have had a job
[ ] I have been ice skating
[x] I have been rollerblading
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face
[x] I have tripped over my own two feet
[ ] I have been in a fist fight
[x] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight ( i can even last for 20 hours ;p )
[x] I have watched The Power Rangers
[ ] I do / have attended Church regularly
[ ] I have played truth or dare
[x] I have already had my 16th birthday
[x] I have already had my 17th birthday
[x] I've called someone stupid. And i mean it
[x] I've been in a verbal argument
[ ] I've cried in school
[ ] I've played basketball on a team
[ ] I've played softball on a team
[ ] I've played football on a team
[ ] I've played soccer on a team
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team
[ ] I've swam on a team
[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life
[ ] I've bungee jumped
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall before
[ ] I've lost more than $20
[x] I've called myself an idiot
[x] I've called someone else an idiot
[x] I've cried myself to sleep
[x] I've had (or have) pets
[x]I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[x] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[x] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] Ive mooned someone
[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority
[ ] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights
[ ] I've been on TV
[x] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies
[x] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once
[x] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes before
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker
[ ] I've been called a geek
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it
[x] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist
[x] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested
[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[x] I've been tickled till I've cried
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[x] I've had / have siblings
[ ] Ive been to a rock concert
[x] Ive listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[ ] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[ ] I've cried in front of my friends
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game
[ ] I’ve vomited in public
[ ] I've washed someone else’s vomit
[ ] I’ve ran away
[ ] I’ve had a stalker
[x] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[x] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[ ] I've been on a car accident
[x] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[ ] I've personally seen someone die
[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[x] I've lost someone who meant the world to me
[ ] I've had crashed a party
[ ] I've been a member of a school office
[ ] I've been suspended from class

back from hiatus

LOL .. it's been a long time ... is there anyone still visiting this blog ??
wow, haven't written anything for so long, right now i have no idea how to write.. eventhough i have lots of stories to be told..

Reasons why i suddenly stopped writing, were because i simply didn't have time to.. so many things happened, few good things and some bad things.. i think it's best not to be told in here...
I'll try to start writing again.. after all i kinda need this blog to express what i feel inside, which i usually can't do public..

for starter, i think i'll just post some facts about me, which i took them from bulletin boards of Friendster.. feel free to read, to comment, to take some bulbo you haven't had, anything.. i actually don't care whether you'll like it or not LOL ..

Cat or Dog
*~ dogs for sure.. i've had dogs since i was a kid.. and in fact i just bought a new puppy 2 months ago.. i'll write about it in another post next time..

Short or Long Hair
*~ tried both, i think long hair fits me better..

Innie or Outie
*~ i gotta say i'm an innie person.. i don't really like to go out everyday, although there are some times i feel wild and wants to go out all day, but that doesn't really happen so often.. maybe just twice in a week.. i find staying at home tends to be more relaxing, besides it saves money hehehe.. because when i go out, i'm always tempted to buy something either food or stuffs... so stay at home-watchin tv all day.. i like that (^.^) such a couch potato (^^')

Sunshine or Rain
*~ can't really choose.. if i'm at home, i like it to be raining.. but i don't like a heavy rain... rain is so soothing and weird or not, i like the smell of it..
but when i go out, of course i like the sunshine.. who wants rain when we're so neat and gorgeous ? but i also don't like a really hot day.. what a waste of perfume if you're sweating from the heat, right ?? :P

Moon or Sun
*~ being a night person i am, i like moon better.. moon sounds more mysterious , right ??

Basketball or Football
*~ basketball,of course.... but i don't hate football..

Righty or Lefty
*~ definitely righty...

Hugs or Kisses
*~ hugs .. why i like it more, because i think kiss is more about passion or lust, and that's not good xD

1 Best Friend or 10 Acquaintances
*~ wow.. i dunno the answer for this one, maybe 1 best friend is better but well you know, people change....

bf/gf or Best Friend
*~ if you have a lover whom you're sure he/she's the one, my answer is bf/gf is better than best friend.. because face it, eventhough you have best friend, he/she'll eventually care more about his/her lover than you.. you eventually will have different ways of life, your friend won't support your life, right ?
yes a classic great answer would be 'friend is more important than lover' ..but nowadays, people change.. it's great to have best friends, i'm sure.. but even your best friends have lovers.. (^.^) so my answer for this one is give 65% to lovers, 35% for friends.. you can call me meanie, but hey.. i'm learning from experience.....

TV or Radio
*~ duh ? hellooo.. TV for sure... radio is only when there's no TV's around..

Starbucks or Jamba Juice
*~ i don't know what jamba juice is... so my answer for this is Starbucks.. although i'm not really a fan, but it's good..

McDonalds or Burger King
*~ among my friends, i'm the only one who LOVES Mc'D more.. i can't get bored with mcD..

Summer or Winter
*~ hate both.. hate cold, hate sunny.. i prefer warm spring / autumn.. but if i have to choose, i like summer because you can wear cute outfits LOL .. xD

Playstation or Xbox
*~ playstation !! don't have any reason...

Disney or Nickelodeon
*~ disney for sure.. i only like nickelodeon for their Spongebob Squarepants.. disney has LOTS like it..

Car or Motorcycle
*~ car .. huheuhue .. no reason.. maybe for safety... and it's more comfortable heuhue

House Party or Club
*~ hmm.. depends on the occasion.. and also my mood at that time (^^) .. if i wanna get closer with my friends, definitely house party's better, because who can talk in club ???

Sing or Dance
*~ tough.. urrm.. sing , although i dont have great voice, but it's fun and easier than dancing huehuehue..

Yahoo Messenger or MSN
*~ msn surely.. people i know mostly use it..

Google or Yahoo
*~ 5 years ago, i like yahoo... nowadays, google's my first option..


How tall are you barefoot?
+ i'm short, only around 158-160 cms.. :(

Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
+ lol.. only once, and that's because i saw no future with him and he only talked with me for like once a month , due to long distance ?? whether i cheated or not, we would be breaking up anyway.. so i'm pretty much confident to say that i'm faithful .. i often get cheated, that's why i hate cheaters !!

Do you own a gun?
+ surely no O_O

If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
+ urrm.. gotta say severe depression, suicidal, something like that ;p

What do you think of hotdogs?
+ what to comment about ? it's just food...

What's your favorite Christmas song?
+ Sleigh Ride.. and Walking In The Winter Wonderland...

What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
+ i dunno.. don't have any fave.. maybe milk.. maybe coffee.. maybe juice.. depends on the mood

Do you do push-ups?
+ nope ;D

Have you ever done ecstasy?
+ thankfully nope..

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
+ single at the time.. not sure until when *wink*

Do you like the rain?
+ gotta say, 70% yes....

Do you own a knife?
+ kitchen knife ? sure..

What do you smell like?
+ wakakkaa.. no idea.. i hope i don't smell bad, do i ?? please comment :D

Can you spell?
+ yes i think

where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
+ i dont even know about next year

Do you do tanning?
+ nope

Yellow or blue?
+ blue

Would you be a pirate?
+ i dont think so.. i don't really like sailing :)

what songs do you sing in the shower?
+ anything i can sing, and what song's stuck on my mind at that time

What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
+ ghost of course.. until now ahuahuaha... still afraid of ghosts eventough i love ghost stories..

budweiser/Heineken/Corona?
+ i don't like beers... :)

Walls/campina/haagen dasz?
+ when i was kids, i liked campina... when i was teenager, i liked walls.. now, i liked campina again.. i'm not really a fan of Haagen dasz, although i also like it sometimes..

Ello/Glenn/Marcell?
+ definitely Glenn Fredly !!!!!! although now i begin to like Marcell too.. He's a funny man, i watched his collaboration concert with Glenn in Melbourne 3 weeks ago.. he's damn funny.. for glenn, no need to ask, i'm a big fan of him !!

Mercedes/BMW/Jaguar?
+ i find mercedes more elegant than bmw, i like elegance, although i won't say no if someone gives me a bmw (anyone??) .. i don't really know about jaguar...

Basket/Sepakbola/Bilyar?
+ like before, basketball first.. and billyard second.. football would be the least fave..

Rock/Pop/R N'B?
+ pop , then rnb .. not really a rock listener, but i like some of it..

AC Milan/Juventus/Inter Milan?
+ not being a football i am, i don't really have a fave.. but i'll go with juventus if any of those three meet in a match..

Metallica/Red Hot Chili Peppers/GunN'Roses?
+ RHCP .. i like some of their songs.. GNR is good too.. metallica, i only hear them when i'm in stress mode :)

Adidas/Puma/Nike?
+ nike .. justdoit !! :p ...

Dolce & Gabbana/Fendi/Prada?
+ LV ? anyone wanna buy me one ??

Dian Sastro/Luna Maya/Nirina ?
+ to be honest, i'm not a fan for all of them :p .. i don't hate them, but just not a fan.. but i can say Luna Maya's the prettiest of all :p

Brad Pitt/Collin Farrell/Johny Depp ?
+ johnny depp !!!!! don't know why, he seems cool, mysterious, and bad :D he's such a great actor, can totally change his face in different role.. loveee the way he talks.. in silent but deep.. he rocks !!
brad pitt, yeah i use to like him, for he's sure gorgeous.. but since he's with angelina jolie,i hate him :D i'm totally one of Team Aniston.. Collin Farrell ?? i don't like him at all.. x(

KFC/McDonalds/Wendy's?
+ like i said before, totally mcD's fan.. then KFC.. i only like wendy's for their waffle..

Slank/Dewa/Peterpan?
+ slank is good, but i'm not a slankers.. dewa,*sigh* i used to like them, but not anymore.. i think they got worse and worse.. peterpan, lol.. yeah i like their songs..

Nokia/Motorola/Samsung?
+ SAMSUNG !! their mobile phones are sleek and elegant.. nokia would be my 2nd fave.. i never used motorola and i don't think i will...

Gitaris/Vokalis/Drummer
+ guitarist, looks cooler.. :p

Danielle Steel/Sidney Sheldon/Mario Puzo?
+ i don't really read their kind of novel, so i don't like all of them..

Steak/Sushi/Spaghetti?
+ hmm.. i can eat steak everyday ;) .. can eat spaghetti often enough.. can eat sushi sometimes :)

Marlboro/Sampoerna/Gudang Garam?
+ not a smoker, but according to my brother, he likes sampoerna better than marlboro.. so i guess if i am a smoker, i'll smoke sampoerna too ?

Comedy/Action/Horror?
+ comedy .. life's suck so i need a really good laugh ;) then surely i love horror movie.. i only like action if it's not too much and has an interesting plot ..

Drama/Sci-Fi?
+ drama.. sci-fi, is it like star wars ? i don't like star wars things... but sci-fi like x-Files, i love them..

Kompas/Media Indonesia/Pos Kota?
+ kompas, eventough i'm not a subscribers :)

teh Botol/Coca-Cola/Fanta?
+ fanta ..

Beng2/Kit-Kat/Toblerone?
+ i like TOP better than beng2... kitkat is okay.. but i don't really like toblerone..

Amrik/Aussie/Europe?
+ any continent is fine, as long it's not asia x( .. i like the states for their modern life.. i like aussie for their clean environment.. i like europe for their sophisticated culture..

BH 90210/Desperate H'Wives/The O.C?
+ LOL .. i used to watch BH 90210 .. and besides, it's about 10 years ago ? why is it being compared with DH and OC ?? oh by the way, I LOVE Desperate Housewives ;-) and i never watch OC :p

N'Sync/Westlife/Boyzone?
+ lol.. i like boyzone .. and westlife's 1st and 2nd album is nice, but after that,they got worse.. for nsync, i only like one song which is drive myself crazy x( why's Backstreet Boys not here ?? I LOVE BSB ....

Indonesian Idol/AFI/KDI?
+ lol.. i watched afi 1 and 2, but they got worse... i never watched indo idol, but i guess it's better than afi and kdi ?? prefer american idol though LOL ..


Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
*~ in my apartment right now, because my closet is a walking wardrobe to the bathroom, i always keep them open.. but for regular closet, i close them of course..

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
*~ nope.. :) hmm.. maybe shower caps.. ehuehuehue.. or pens or paper ;p

Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
*~ no.. maybe in my honeymoon someday :p

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
*~ duh ?? what for ?? o_O

Do you like to use post-it notes?
*~ used to.. nowadays, urrm.. just sometimes..

Do you cut out coupons and not use them?
*~ LoL.. i only cut coupons if i know i'm gonna use them..

Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
*~ lol.. tough question, if i was attacked by a big bear, i'd surely die .. a swarm of bees won't kill you... but if there's a slight chance i might run away, i'd like to be attacked by big bear, because it's slower than bees ;p

Do you always smile for pictures?
*~ about 90% yes ;p

What is your biggest pet peeve?
*~ one who talks too much

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
*~ no..

Have you ever peed in the woods?
*~ no.. but i've peed on the side road when i was kids ahuehaue.. covered by car doors ;p

Do you ever jump up and down to make your privates bounce?
*~ LOL .. no wayyyy xD

Do you chew your pens and pencils?
*~ no... but one fact, i chew straws when i drink ;p

How many people have you slept with this week?
*~ is it a sex question ? ;p wait .. i've slept with my mom, my 2 brothers, and my nanny when i was a toddler.. some of my cousins ... few of my girlfriends ;p .. hmm slept in sex term, i think it's private, right ??

Do you like popcorn ?
*~ yes i do love popcorn, especially when watching movies..

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
*~ if it's good on him, why not ?? doesn't mean he's sissy..

Do you still watch cartoons?
*~ LOL.. yesssssss xD

Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
*~ if i had some,would i tell u guys where i put it ?? ;p

What drink do you have with dinner?
*~ anything refreshing.. must have ice on it..

What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
*~ mushroom sauce ? sweet and sour sauce usually.. or simply chilli sauce..

what movies could you watch over and over and still love?
*~ one that really touched me.. or one that has unexpected plot...

Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
*~ lol.. i did join scout in my teenage years but that was because school's requirement

Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
*~ if it's taken by professional photographer, and it's very art-sy, not the cheap slutty photos, and of course if the salary's great, i would ;p
maybe my answer's a bit controversial for most people, and maybe some of you may think i'm a bitch, but hey you guys don't know anything ... *wink* nudity is pornography only if it's handled with dirty minds ..

Can you change the oil on a car?
*~ never try.. but maybe, there's direction written right ?

Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
*~ no.. :)

Ran out of gas ?
*~ no thankfully..

Best thing to eat for breakfast?
*~ errr.. chicken porridge .. fried rice ;)

What is your usual bedtime?
*~ LOL.. my metabolism is pretty messed up.. let's see.. i definitely don't go to sleep before 12 am.. so maybe around 2 / 3 am.. but yesss sometimes i go to sleep when the sun's rising ;p maybe around 6/7 am, when i have something to do.. or when i have morning class, i tend to stay awake until afternoon then sleep on 4 / 5 pm until 9 / 10 pm.. then stay awake again til morning :p

Are you lazy?
*~ pretty much Yes ! x(

when you were a kid what did you dress up as for halloween?
*~ i never celebrate halloween...

Went trick or treat?
*~ no.. my family doesn't have such tradition..

How many languages can you speak?
*~ let's see.. definitely indonesian, and javanese ;p .. and pretty good in english.. some simple japanese is okay.. very few of mandarin, urrgh consider i can't .. so only 4 ? x( .. i would learn more japanese, french, and spanish if i had a chance..

Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
*~ no.. but i buy them regularly.. i know that by subscribing i will save more money, but i still haven't found great gifts they 'd give if i subscribe ;p

Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
*~ i don;t know what lincoln logs is.. so i would answer LEGOs.. and i think LEGOs's great !

Are you stubborn?
*~ for some of my perspectives, yes... but generally, no....

Who is better... Jay Leno or Conan O'Brien?
*~ hmm.. i don't really watch them everyday, but i think i like Leno better..

Have you ever eaten a crayon?
*~ noooooo... x(

about me so far ...

Udah lama ga nulis blog. Jadi bingung mau nulis apaan huehuehue. Memang bbrp waktu yg lalu udah mau pensiun aja nulis2 beginian, soalnya ya udah ga mood lagi. Tapi akhirnya pengen lagi sih iseng2 nulis ttg idupku. Setidaknya biar mungkin aja ada orang2 yang udah lama ga kontak2an ama aku, masih tau kalo aku masih ada dan ok2 saja begitu.

Tentang posting yang terakhir di blog lama, memang isinya desperate banget ya. Terima kasih buat kalian yang kasih komen2 dan support2, dan bbrp orang yang mencari2, jd malu saya. Udah gpp kok skrg. Memang pada waktu itu adalah salah satu waktu terpuruknya saya. Yah namanya jg manusia, apalagi untuk yang bertipe phlegmatis melankolisseperti aku, mudah sekali untuk jatuh dan merasa insecure.

Ok kabar sejauh ini..
Hmm.. apa ya ?
Masih single, dan available .. desperate ga ya hehehe..
Belum ada yang bersedia memenuhi slot yang tersedia heuaheuae.. Apaan coba ?
Pasti ada yang nyengir ketika membaca kalimat ini. Dia yang tau seberapa besarnya perasaan HBL(Haus Belaian Lelaki)ku. Allow, Felix-kun !! Sudah sudah, mungkin memang belum saatnya.

Lalu saatnya apa ya ?
Oh tentang hidup selama ini.. wah ini topik berat banget..
Seperti yang sudah diketahui, I'm no longer teenager !!
Sudah menginjak masa 20an. Masa yang rawan ketika seseorang tidak tahu apa yang hendak dikerjakannya. Ketika seseorang tidak yakin dengan apa yang ingin dilakukannya. Ketika seseorang merasa tersesat dan gak tahu harus melakukan apa.
Itulah yang terjadi.
Kalo dibilang memang seharusnya aku ga seperti itu. Waktu ga mungkin berjalan mundur, dan kita ga bole stuck di satu point.
Tapi boleh donk takut ?
Jujur, aku takut dengan seperti apa futureku. Bukan takut yang berlebihan sih, tapi ya takut sedikit dengan apa yang seharusnya aku lakukan. Aku merasa seperti orang yang gak berguna, hanya bs membuang2 uang mama. Cedih deh.. Aku tiba-tiba disadarkan, dimana semua yang aku kenal sepertinya tahu apa yang mereka lakukan, dan melakukan apa yang bener2 mereka tahu, aku merasa aku gak melakukan apa yang seharusnya aku lakukan. For instance,aku sudah mulai bosan dengan course yang aku ambil, soalnya aku merasa gak berkembang dan gak bs apa2. Sepertinya aku wasting time and efforts, and of course money. Sampai akhirnya di satu waktu dimana i was fed up with my rutinity, i abandoned them all. It does seem like what a looser would do, but at that time, I didn't know what I was doing. Yah sekarang ini nasibku belum tahu seperti apa, doakan semuanya baik2 saja, dan aku masih dapat kesempatan untuk memperbaikinya. Untuk rencana selanjutnya, aku masih belum tahu. Karena kalau dipikir2, terlalu egois kalau aku hanya memikirkan apa yang mau aku lakukan. Jadi mungkin aku akan bicara pada kepala keuanganku tentang apa yg hrs aku lakukan buat hidupku, heuheuehe. Of course it's my beloved mom.

Udah sekian dulu deh updatenya. Tentunya nanti pasti ada posting2 baru lagi.
Oh ya sedikit cerita ttg blog yang ini, jgn bertanya2 knp ganti blog. Yah soalnya alasannya cuma karena iseng aja. Ceritanya ganti dekade, ganti cerita heuaheuaheae. Mungkin nanti ketika memasuki usia 30an dst, akan pindahan lagi ? ehaiehaie..
Mengenai namanya, sebenarnya jg ga sengaja nemunya.. Setelah berhari2 bingung mau pakai nama apa, aku ga mau terlalu personal tapi jg mau sedikit keren, heuaheuae.. tadinya mau pakai deep contemplation, spt email baruku (oh ya aku ada email baru lho, di Gmail tapi, deep.contemplation@gmail.com - ayo dicatat) tapi kok kayanya blog ini tidak terlalu serius sehingga memerlukan renungan2 yang dalam, jadi kata itu dicoret.
Lalu bertanya-tanya pada one of my best friend, Felix (arigatou nee..), diputuskan untuk pakai simplincy. Asalnya dari kata simplicity yg memang menggambarkan aku yang suka hal2 yang simple2 saja, dan kata ncy yaitu kependekan dari namaku yang akhir2 ini sering aku pakai. Get it ? NanCY -> NCY

simplicity + ncy -> simplicy ( ga jadi karena aneh ) -> simplicincy ( ga jadi karena terlalu ruwet ) -> ehuaheuae ya sudah simplincy, biarin emang maksa ini. Hei kamu, jgn ketawa, jgn protes, ini kan blog2 saya sendiri.

ya begitulah riwayat bagaimana nama itu terbentuk..
oh ya credit errr.. template dr ide saya sendiri kok, perjuangan susun2 gambar, bikin banner, coding2, test2 selama seminggu.. yang lain, hmm.. bisa diliat di credit links, ok ?

Last but not least, thx for you who eventually somehow still visiting my page and hoping any updates. It's you who encouraged me to get a blog again.