30 SEPT 2012
Dear, you....
It's the last day of September, finally.....
Hopefully today is really the last day, and tomorrow I can see you again.
Some people been asking me about you. Well I can only clarify as far as I can, I understand about your need to take some time alone, instead of what they think about you're running away. And a friend also been budging me about how I feel.
To be honest, I am not sure about what I feel.
I know I really miss you, and I know I really need you, because I know I really love you. But it is true that expectation of waiting can be suffering. See I've told you before, it's kinda scared me a little. I am happy, that I am sure of :), if you really come home and see me tomorrow. I just hope it won't be awkward and weird.
The past month without you, has taught me a lot of things.
Patience. Wisdom. Love.
How to appreciate our times before. To cherish small things that some people think are meaningless, yet they hold precious memories of you.
How to understand more about the path we took together.
Though the mysteries aren't quite clear yet on why we met, but I know, God has plans.
Through the heartbreak and tears, I learn, about how to love you truly.
I'll just have to wait and see for tomorrow. No matter what have you become, I'll be waiting....
.bie.
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