facts :)

Nama ?
~* born as Nancy Indrawati Usman .. baptised in catholic church with Florentina.. accepted confirmation sacrament with the name Claire Valerie..

born on ..
~* 11th October 1985 in Solo City, Kasih Ibu Hospital..

Gol.darah ?
~* definitely A, but i don't know negative or positive..

Tinggi ?
~* short, only about 158-160 cm x(

Warna kulit ?
~* white

Panjang rambut ?
~* long hair

mungkin ga sih kamu berhenti ngopi?
* i'm not a coffee addict, only occasional sipper :) so it's pretty possible..

mungkin ga sih co/ce secakep kamu blm punya pacar?
* lol.. i don't find myself attractive, so it's pretty possible :)

mungkin ga sih kamu hidup tanpa hp dan komp?
* i would say 70% can't .. i can still survive if there's none around..

mungkin ga sih kamu jadi bintang film?
* it's impossible ;p i've dreamt about it since i was akid, but i think i dont have the guts..

mungkin ga sih kamu ninggalin temen kamu?
* maybe, if i found out that they're not good friends..

mungkin ga sih kamu gagal dlm pacaran?
* yes.. relationship's hard..

mungkin ga sih ada orang yg sayang sama kamu?
* don't know about that ;) maybe not.. anyone ?

mungkin ga sih kamu jahatin orang?
* no.. don't have the ability to do so..

mungkin ga sih kamu ga mandi sama sekali dalam sehari?
* yesss :p if i'm not going anywhere and i'm not sweating.. :p

mungkin ga sih mantan kamu minta balik lagi?
* no.. it's impossible.. we don't even talk to each other anymore :)

mungkin ga sih kamu pake narkoba?
* maybe.. :p i'm fine and pretty sane right now.. but who knows maybe i get crazy tomorrow :p

mungkin ga sih kamu hidup di luar negeri?
* i hope so.. i'm pretty much like it better than my own country.. but who knows :( maybe i'm supposed to go home..

mungkin ga sih hidup kamu berubah 180 derajat?
* dunno.. don't think so..

mungkin ga sih kamu putus asa dalam hidup?
* very possible :)

mungkin ga sih mimpi kamu terkabul semua?
* no way...


Do you wash your car or let the carwash ?
* unfortunately i dont have a car .... hehehe.. but if i do have one, maybe i'd wash it myself.. to save money ? hehehe.. maybe go to the carwash if only have extra money..

What is your favorite animal?
* dogs (^.^) .. maybe rabbits.. polar bear ? huehuehue.. panda.. basically any fat and fluffy animals ;p

Your dream vacation?
* urrm.. urrgghh.. can't decide.. all around the world x( any country which is not in the war situation :)

Have you been in love?
* yes i think so

Ever go camping?
* no... don't think i will

Were you an honor roll student in school?
* LOL .. that's impossible :( so stupid....

Do you want to know about the future?
* yessss.. i'm pretty much in the total blackout right now..

Do you use any perfume or cologne?
* yes, but only when i go out..

Do you collect anything?
*~ urrm.. when i was a kid, i collect stickers, cute stationeries.. i'm not really a collector, but i do purchase things i like , such as DVDs of the movies i love.. games.. some of my friend said i collect them, but i don't find myself as a collector, because i only have things i like..

Do you like hot sauce?
* a bit, yes.. i like light spicy, but for the fact, i can't stand spicy food..


suka ngerokok ngga?
~* not a smoker..

suka minuman beralkohol ngga?
~* not a drinker also..

kalo weekend sukanya ngapain aja?
~* don't have any routine.. but basically chilling out.. destressing.. :)

suka fast food gak?
~* yess :p

suka clubbing?
~* not really.. it's only okay.. and only for rich people.. x(

suka ngapain aja kalo lagi banyak duit?
~* shopping ahuehaue.. gotta change this habit !!!!

temen2 manggil loe apa?
~* nancy.. nanz .. nen..

kalo lagi gak punya uang biasanya ngapain?
~* starving..

kalo masak, sukanya masak makanan apa?
~* simple meals.. i'm not a cook x(

suka buah apa aja?
~* hmm.. rambutan, kelengkeng, banana, red apple, green grapes, sawo, nangka, sweet mangoes..

suka minum beer gak?
~* no !

suka gosok gi2 sbLm tdr?
~* lol.. i'm trying to..

suka dengerin lagu yg gimana?
~* slow.. songs that can touch my heart.. easy to be listened.. generally pop, rnb, some techno,.. some jazz...

suka mandi pake sabun apa?
~* don't have any particular brand, any soap that smells great..

kalo nonton, sukanya film yang gimana?
~* comedy, horror, and thriller.. :)

suka olahraga apa?
~* i hate exercise heuahuehaue.. okay i'll start trying to like it x(

suka orang yang rambutnya di bonding?
~* if it looks great, why not ?

suka jutek ga kmu?
~* when i was low, yes...

suka ngapain aja kalo lagi sedih?
~* hmm.. crying myself to sleep :p

kalo sarapan sukanya makan apa?
~* not a morning person so usually i skip breakfast...

apakah coklat bikin loe happy?
~* not really.. yeah it helps a bit, but the problems are still there eventhough i eat tons of chocolate..

kamu nyadar ga kalo ada orang yang suka ama loe?
~* sometimes.. but not really.. i don't wanna be a 'ge-er an' person..

kamu pernah nangis gara-gara film?
~* yes.. ;p i don't think it's stupid.. i'm a sensitive person anyway..

kamu termasuk orang yang males?
~* yessssssssssss x(

menurut kamu lebih baik sehat atau gendut?
~* duh ?? healthy for sure..

perhiasan apa yang kamu pake tiap hari?
~* i have 6 piercings, 3 on each ears.. those what i wear everyday... oh also a necklace.. i only wear rings etc when i'm in party or formal occasions..

kalimat yang paling romantis yang pernah kamu denger ?
~* you are perfect in your own way.. eventhough people may not know it, but i know that you are perfect for me .. uhuk uhuk... ahiak ahiak xD

objek foto yang paling menarik kamu?
~* human interaction.. human natural feelings..

loe manja ga?
~* no.. but can be :)

sifat kamu tuh kekanak2an apa dewasa gt?
~* most people said i'm mature... but i don't think i am, i find myself i'm still a kid, i don't even know what i wanna be, isn't it childish ??

perna ngiri ma orang pacaran ga?
~* yessssss !! ;p being in a relationship is great...

pernah ke pasar?
~* of course.. but i usually go to supermarket.. hehehe

apakah kmu pernah merasa lelah dgn kehidupan cintamu?
~* yes :)

lalu apa yg kmu lakukan?
~* no idea.. i think i'll leave it up to fate..

merek mie instan apa yang paling kamu suka?
~* indomie minded.. but i also like mie sedap, and some korean noodles..

suka makan sushi ga ?
~* yes..

Demen makan sushi yg isinya apa ?
~* hmm.. eels.. salmon, raw is better than smoked.. hmm what else.. octopus ? maybe.. i usually eat salmon ;)

Kamu biasa manja2an ke siapa ?
~* lovers *wink*

kamu tipe org setia ngak ?
~* i'm pretty confident to say 'YES'

menurutmu enakan ttm ato komitmen?
~* commit !!

menurutmu pacaran liat tampang gmn? then lo sk tmpg bgmn?
~* urrghh.. i hate people who look into appearance !! only hearts and minds matter..

menurutmu bnarkah cinta TIDAK harus memiliki?
~* yes.. sad, but yes..

How many times have you truly been in love?
~* hmm.. twice..

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?
~* yeah once.. but it turns out it's too difficult, so we broke up, and it hurts more.. so i guess i can suggest don't really set your hope too high..

Are you happy being single rather than being relationships?
~* i love being in relationship more... i wish.. hmm.. :(

What is your ideal boyfriend?
~* he has to be mature, because he has to be able to accept me for the way i really am, for what i did, for what i will be..
~* knows what he wants to do..
~* he also has to be smart, i don't mean intelligent but i would love it if he has deep insight about things.. talkative enough because i'm a quiet person..
~* funny enough, because i like someone who can make me laugh..
~* but stricly he has to really love me and be faithful ...

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
~* yes.. and i deeply regret it..

Would you date someone older than you?
~* i'm a girl and that's what girls usually do :)

Ever been given a promise ring?
~* no..

Mo kerja dulu/nikah dulu ?
~* if i can find a job, career's first.. but if i can find someone who can support me entirely, i want to get married hauahuhaua...

Dulu rencana nikah umur brapa ? why?
~* urrgh.. around 25, but i don't think that will happen..

Pengen punya anak brapa?why?
~* 3 .. i don't know why, maybe because my family's also consist of 3 kids.. like what my mom said, one is too quiet, two is still quiet, three is great, more than that is crowded :) i hope i'll have good life to support 3 kids (~_~)
if economically impossible, so it's better be just have one...

Are u photogenic?
~* definitely no .. x( so sad....


Do you drink milk ?
~* yes.. since i was a kid.. my mom gave it twice a day.. i do until high school.. now i onlydrink sometimes, but i really think it really helps to keep healthy, turns out i never got any serious illness..

Do you prefer apple or orange juice ?
~* apple

how often do you check your email ?
~* err.. about every 2 / 3 days

Do you know what a plecostamous is ?
~* no.. i'll google... okay, it's a kind of catfish.. i still don't know what it is :)

Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean ?
~* no..

Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils ?
~* mechanical.. but wooden's fine..

Do you enjoy breaking hearts ?
~* who does ?? pathetic..

Do you believe there is only one ?
~* used to.. but not anymore :)

Have you found your one ?
~* i don't know :) hopefully not yet..

Have you ever waved at someone who was waving at you, only to realize they waved to someone else ?
~* hahaha yes.. so ashamed

Have you ever had to run for your life ?
~* no.. i hope not.. !

Have you ever been to a family reunion ?
~* yes..

If your lover cheated on you and profusely apologized, would you accept the apology ?
~* depends on how he cheated.. i can say maybe i'll give him 2nd chance, but that's it..

Are you allergic to any insect bites ?
~* no.. mosquito bites maybe, they can last for like ever x(

Have you ever been searched by the cops ?
~* lol.. i hope not

Do you close your eyes on roller coasters ?
~* when was a kid, no.. nowadays, yes ehuehue.. i don't know why, i'm afraid of heights now x(

Do you consider yourself creative ?
~* no x(

Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie ?
~* jennifer aniston !!

Do you stay friends with your ex` s ?
~* hmm.. we're not enemy but we don't really talk to each other..

Do you believe in love at first sight ?
~* no.. it's all lust..

Do you like Sushi ?
~* not hating it..

What do you wear to bed ?
~* pyjamas ..lingerie ;p

What shoe size do you have ?
~* 7-8 / 39-40

Have you truly hated anyone ?
~* yessssss

What food do you find disgusting ?
~* things that are not supposed to be eaten of course.. anything extraordinary.. x(

Have you ever been punched in the face ?
~* no

If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do ?
~* call everyone i know.. saying sorry for what i've done to trouble them.. maybe stay quietly enjoy my every breath .. well in 24 hours you cant do much x(

What do you do when you can`t fall asleep ?
~* keep doing stuffs until i'm tired..


pink or purple?
~* not a pinky girl, but i like it better than purple..

ipod or cd player?
~* ipod surely (~_~)

mk-a or the veronicas?
~* the veronicas.. because i don't know who mk-a is ;p .. the veronica's songs are pretty great..

ice cream or chocolates?
~* ice cream..

newspapers or mags?
~* mags ..

daniel radcliffe or chad michael murray?
~* chad michael murray laaah....

rihanna or beyonce?
~* beyonce's sexier .. ;p

alicia keys or ashanti?
~* alicia keys, although not really a fan

the OC or laguna beach?
~* urrgh.. i don't watch all of them..

HP or computer?
~* computer..

saturday or sunday?
~* saturday !

pussycat dolls or sugababes?
~* PCD !!!

mariah carey or britney?
~* britney fan :)

milkshake or cappucino?
~* milkshake

harry potter or Lord of the ring?
~* harry potter !

mtv or chanel [v] ?
~* i think MTV's better..

sms or chatting?
~* both are fine

id girl or giordano?
~* giordano

roxy or billabong?
~* both are fine :)

america or australia?
~* i love both !!

japan or korea?
~* japan..

Jessica or ashlee Simpson?
~* i like Jessica's better

hilary or haylie duff?
~* hilary !

emma roberts or JoJo?
~* i never heard of emma, so maybe i like JoJo better..

mischa barton or rachel ?
~* mischa's prettier .... but i'm not a fan..

paris hilton or nicole richie?
~* i totally like Paris better.. !!!!!! c'mon nicole, you'll never be like paris.. so start eating, please..

kelly clarkson or carrie?
~* kelly

mary kate or ashley?
~* ashley.. simply because i don't like mary kate's style..

lisa or bart?
~* homer !!!!!!! :D

chocolate or strawberry?
~* chocolate

coffee or tea?
~* hmm.. like choc better heuheuheue.. but gotta choose, hmm.. coffee with milk ?

cosmogirl or go girl?
~* don't read teenage magazine anymore.. i'll choose cosmopolitan..

s'pore or malaysia?
~* singapore i guess.. but i don't like it either hauehuae

china or thailand?
~* i haven't been in thailand before, so i'll take thai for this.. besides, i don't really like china hmm..


THREE MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER
~* friends :) wait, does that count as movie ? urrggh.. maybe SAW .. Shark Tale, Fast and Furious..

THREE CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN
~* Solo.. Melbourne.. next ?? :)

THREE TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH
~* nahhh.. definitely Friends.. Desperate Housewives.. Charmed.. urrgh lots, 3 aren't enough.. now i'm loving Will & Grace .. The Simpsons.. Queer Eye for Straight Guy.. many more..

THREE PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION
~* hmm.. more than 3 i guess.. i've been to Jakarta, lol.. consider it's vacation :) then, Yogya, Semarang, Surabaya, Bali.. okay maybe overseas sound more like vacation..
i've been to malaysia & singapore of course ..
Paris, Lourdes .. Hong Kong, Shen Zhen, Guang Zhou..
Perth, Melbourne (^^), Sydney ..
Frankfurt but only at the airport aheuaheuheu.. transit on my way to New York City.. Florida..
okay what else.. urrm.. i think that's all.. i'm wishing to go travelling again!!


THREE WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY
~* eBay :p .. friendster, maybe ? ... google ?

THREE SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED
~* duh ?? more than 3 surely.. TK Mesen, SD Pangudi Luhur 2, SMP Bintang Laut, SMAn 3 !! then RMIT Univ x( heuheue..

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS
~* anything delicious.. fried.. bit spicy ? heuhuaehue..

angka yang paling kamu suka?
~* i don't have any favourite number

Loe suka komik apa?
~* detective.. horror.. funny.. well basically i read most comics, except action comics

Loe suka novel apa?
~* complicated yet intriguing novel..

Kalo chicklit/teenlit?
~* not a fan

Novel fiksi?
~* it's okay :P

Loe bisa masak?
~* i can but i'm not expert..

HP loe on 24 jam?
~* yes..

Loe percaya horoskop?
~* not really

Lebih suka shopping atau ngafe?
~* shopping !! ;p

Loe gampang percaya orang?
~* unfortunately yes x(

martabak, enak ga?
~* yes it's okay..

Bisa jatuh cinta sama sohib lawan jenis?
~* yes i think so..

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo ada sapi tanya ma lo dmn anaknya?
~* 'minta maaf, anaknya empuk sekale.. =)~~' heuheuheue this is actually Andre's answer but i love it xD

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo pacar lo bilang "hidup gw tanpa lo sama kyk malam tanpa bulan"?
~* nyaut 'ah masa? gombal' ;p

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo ada kucing ngajak ngomong lo?
~* there are 2 possibilities.. first , i'll bring the cat home, and i will contact Ripley's Believe it or not.. damn i'll be rich.. OR .. I'll get scared I'd probably run away anyway auehuaheuaehue...

Apa yg lo lakuin kalo tukang siomay lo ternyata batman?
~* i don't care.. i still ask him to made me siomay anyway heuheuheue.. well maybe taking photos heuheuheue..

Apa yang lo lakuin kalo liat srigala lagi mandi?
~* run before he bite me..

Apa lo suka makan sayur?
~* urrghh i'm definitely more carnivore ;p but i don't mind eating brocollies, cabbage, lettuce,tomatoes, carrots.. that's all..

Apa lo suka minum air?
~* not really.. i don't really drink much, i know it's bad, i'll try to cut this habit..

Apa lo suka makan jengkol, pete dan sejenisnya?
~* NO !

Apa lo pernah ciuman ama temen lo?
~* muahahahaha yes ;p

Apa lo pernah marah?
~* who doesnt?

Apa lo pernah ga mandi dalam sehari?
~* mwahaha yes .. my record's a week without shower mwahahaha...

apa lo pernah jatoh kalo jalan?
~* of course.. but only happened for like 4 times.. i'm not clumsy

Apa lo pernah mencuri , ayoo ngaku!!
~* yes.. i'm honest :)

Apa lo pernah makan di warteg?
~* no..

Apa lo pernah ditangkap polisi?
~* no..

Apa lo pernah stress ampe ky org gila?
~* nearly yes..

Apa lo pernah salah masuk WC?
~* yeah twice..

Apa lo pernah coba pakaian lawan jenis ?
~* yes heuheuheue...

kalo kamu karakter komik/hero kamu ingin jadi?
~* richie rich.. si untung bebek.. anyone who's rich ;D

kalo punya kantong doraemon kamu ingin punya?
~* if i have doraemon's pocket of course i have everything in it.. but maybe i'll use 'kotak andaikan' often ;p

kalo boleh milih hidup di jaman apa, kamu mau hidup di jaman?
~* jaman kaya digame rpg.. but that doesn't exist right eueue.. i don't know.. i'm quite happy with this time right now..

kalo boleh jadi binatang sehari kamu jadi?
~* rich people's pets..

kalo kamu, mendingan punya sayap atau bisa nafas di dalam air?
~* have wings... underwater's cold heuheuheue...

kalo film yang you wish you were in apaan?
~* lol.. i have no idea.. any movie where i can kiss the gorgeous actors xD

kalo bisa ilangin seseorang, sapa yg bakalan ilangin?
~* jerk and asshole bastards..

kalo dapet satu lantai penuh di salah satu gedung di jalan Sudirman mau dipake buat apa?
~* penthouse.. *dreaming*

kalo boleh bikin pesta di istana bogor,kamu bikin pesta apa?
~* no idea.. costume party i think

kalo kamu bisa ngundang makan malam satu orang hollywood star kamu akan ngundang sapa?
~* hm... johnny depp ? heuheue.. i don't know.. any good looking man who's available..

kalo boleh ngeband bareng band top,kamu akan pilih dengan:
~* L`arc~e`Ciel ... huaehuheue...

kalo ada satu orang yang boleh lo tampar saat ini juga lo mau tampar siapa
~* people who has ruined my life..

kalo hidup lo difilmkan, yang main peran lo siapa
~* myself.. because i don't think anyone would understand what i feel

kalo lo ketemu jin lampu di tengah jalan?
~* take it home.. asking for thousand whishes *greedy* xD

kalo besok semua orang di dunia jadi vegetarian lo mo makan apa hari ini?
~* meat of course..

kalo lo boleh menguasai hilton jakarta?
~* dreaming ehueheue.. i don't know...



[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping
[ ] I have been to Canada
[ ] I have been on some sort of sports team
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[ ] I have tripped UP the stairs
[ ] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs
[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing
[ ] I have played ping pong
[ ] I swam in the ocean
[x] I have been on a whale watch
[x] I have seen fireworks
[ ] I have seen a shooting star
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower
[ ] I have almost drowned
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear
[x] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again
[ ] I have had stitch(es)
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[x] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects
[x] I have had a job
[ ] I have been ice skating
[x] I have been rollerblading
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face
[x] I have tripped over my own two feet
[ ] I have been in a fist fight
[x] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight ( i can even last for 20 hours ;p )
[x] I have watched The Power Rangers
[ ] I do / have attended Church regularly
[ ] I have played truth or dare
[x] I have already had my 16th birthday
[x] I have already had my 17th birthday
[x] I've called someone stupid. And i mean it
[x] I've been in a verbal argument
[ ] I've cried in school
[ ] I've played basketball on a team
[ ] I've played softball on a team
[ ] I've played football on a team
[ ] I've played soccer on a team
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team
[ ] I've swam on a team
[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life
[ ] I've bungee jumped
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall before
[ ] I've lost more than $20
[x] I've called myself an idiot
[x] I've called someone else an idiot
[x] I've cried myself to sleep
[x] I've had (or have) pets
[x]I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[x] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[x] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] Ive mooned someone
[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority
[ ] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights
[ ] I've been on TV
[x] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies
[x] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once
[x] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes before
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker
[ ] I've been called a geek
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it
[x] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist
[x] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested
[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[x] I've been tickled till I've cried
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[x] I've had / have siblings
[ ] Ive been to a rock concert
[x] Ive listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[ ] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[ ] I've cried in front of my friends
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game
[ ] I’ve vomited in public
[ ] I've washed someone else’s vomit
[ ] I’ve ran away
[ ] I’ve had a stalker
[x] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[x] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[ ] I've been on a car accident
[x] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[ ] I've personally seen someone die
[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[x] I've lost someone who meant the world to me
[ ] I've had crashed a party
[ ] I've been a member of a school office
[ ] I've been suspended from class

back from hiatus

LOL .. it's been a long time ... is there anyone still visiting this blog ??
wow, haven't written anything for so long, right now i have no idea how to write.. eventhough i have lots of stories to be told..

Reasons why i suddenly stopped writing, were because i simply didn't have time to.. so many things happened, few good things and some bad things.. i think it's best not to be told in here...
I'll try to start writing again.. after all i kinda need this blog to express what i feel inside, which i usually can't do public..

for starter, i think i'll just post some facts about me, which i took them from bulletin boards of Friendster.. feel free to read, to comment, to take some bulbo you haven't had, anything.. i actually don't care whether you'll like it or not LOL ..

Cat or Dog
*~ dogs for sure.. i've had dogs since i was a kid.. and in fact i just bought a new puppy 2 months ago.. i'll write about it in another post next time..

Short or Long Hair
*~ tried both, i think long hair fits me better..

Innie or Outie
*~ i gotta say i'm an innie person.. i don't really like to go out everyday, although there are some times i feel wild and wants to go out all day, but that doesn't really happen so often.. maybe just twice in a week.. i find staying at home tends to be more relaxing, besides it saves money hehehe.. because when i go out, i'm always tempted to buy something either food or stuffs... so stay at home-watchin tv all day.. i like that (^.^) such a couch potato (^^')

Sunshine or Rain
*~ can't really choose.. if i'm at home, i like it to be raining.. but i don't like a heavy rain... rain is so soothing and weird or not, i like the smell of it..
but when i go out, of course i like the sunshine.. who wants rain when we're so neat and gorgeous ? but i also don't like a really hot day.. what a waste of perfume if you're sweating from the heat, right ?? :P

Moon or Sun
*~ being a night person i am, i like moon better.. moon sounds more mysterious , right ??

Basketball or Football
*~ basketball,of course.... but i don't hate football..

Righty or Lefty
*~ definitely righty...

Hugs or Kisses
*~ hugs .. why i like it more, because i think kiss is more about passion or lust, and that's not good xD

1 Best Friend or 10 Acquaintances
*~ wow.. i dunno the answer for this one, maybe 1 best friend is better but well you know, people change....

bf/gf or Best Friend
*~ if you have a lover whom you're sure he/she's the one, my answer is bf/gf is better than best friend.. because face it, eventhough you have best friend, he/she'll eventually care more about his/her lover than you.. you eventually will have different ways of life, your friend won't support your life, right ?
yes a classic great answer would be 'friend is more important than lover' ..but nowadays, people change.. it's great to have best friends, i'm sure.. but even your best friends have lovers.. (^.^) so my answer for this one is give 65% to lovers, 35% for friends.. you can call me meanie, but hey.. i'm learning from experience.....

TV or Radio
*~ duh ? hellooo.. TV for sure... radio is only when there's no TV's around..

Starbucks or Jamba Juice
*~ i don't know what jamba juice is... so my answer for this is Starbucks.. although i'm not really a fan, but it's good..

McDonalds or Burger King
*~ among my friends, i'm the only one who LOVES Mc'D more.. i can't get bored with mcD..

Summer or Winter
*~ hate both.. hate cold, hate sunny.. i prefer warm spring / autumn.. but if i have to choose, i like summer because you can wear cute outfits LOL .. xD

Playstation or Xbox
*~ playstation !! don't have any reason...

Disney or Nickelodeon
*~ disney for sure.. i only like nickelodeon for their Spongebob Squarepants.. disney has LOTS like it..

Car or Motorcycle
*~ car .. huheuhue .. no reason.. maybe for safety... and it's more comfortable heuhue

House Party or Club
*~ hmm.. depends on the occasion.. and also my mood at that time (^^) .. if i wanna get closer with my friends, definitely house party's better, because who can talk in club ???

Sing or Dance
*~ tough.. urrm.. sing , although i dont have great voice, but it's fun and easier than dancing huehuehue..

Yahoo Messenger or MSN
*~ msn surely.. people i know mostly use it..

Google or Yahoo
*~ 5 years ago, i like yahoo... nowadays, google's my first option..


How tall are you barefoot?
+ i'm short, only around 158-160 cms.. :(

Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
+ lol.. only once, and that's because i saw no future with him and he only talked with me for like once a month , due to long distance ?? whether i cheated or not, we would be breaking up anyway.. so i'm pretty much confident to say that i'm faithful .. i often get cheated, that's why i hate cheaters !!

Do you own a gun?
+ surely no O_O

If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
+ urrm.. gotta say severe depression, suicidal, something like that ;p

What do you think of hotdogs?
+ what to comment about ? it's just food...

What's your favorite Christmas song?
+ Sleigh Ride.. and Walking In The Winter Wonderland...

What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
+ i dunno.. don't have any fave.. maybe milk.. maybe coffee.. maybe juice.. depends on the mood

Do you do push-ups?
+ nope ;D

Have you ever done ecstasy?
+ thankfully nope..

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
+ single at the time.. not sure until when *wink*

Do you like the rain?
+ gotta say, 70% yes....

Do you own a knife?
+ kitchen knife ? sure..

What do you smell like?
+ wakakkaa.. no idea.. i hope i don't smell bad, do i ?? please comment :D

Can you spell?
+ yes i think

where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
+ i dont even know about next year

Do you do tanning?
+ nope

Yellow or blue?
+ blue

Would you be a pirate?
+ i dont think so.. i don't really like sailing :)

what songs do you sing in the shower?
+ anything i can sing, and what song's stuck on my mind at that time

What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
+ ghost of course.. until now ahuahuaha... still afraid of ghosts eventough i love ghost stories..

budweiser/Heineken/Corona?
+ i don't like beers... :)

Walls/campina/haagen dasz?
+ when i was kids, i liked campina... when i was teenager, i liked walls.. now, i liked campina again.. i'm not really a fan of Haagen dasz, although i also like it sometimes..

Ello/Glenn/Marcell?
+ definitely Glenn Fredly !!!!!! although now i begin to like Marcell too.. He's a funny man, i watched his collaboration concert with Glenn in Melbourne 3 weeks ago.. he's damn funny.. for glenn, no need to ask, i'm a big fan of him !!

Mercedes/BMW/Jaguar?
+ i find mercedes more elegant than bmw, i like elegance, although i won't say no if someone gives me a bmw (anyone??) .. i don't really know about jaguar...

Basket/Sepakbola/Bilyar?
+ like before, basketball first.. and billyard second.. football would be the least fave..

Rock/Pop/R N'B?
+ pop , then rnb .. not really a rock listener, but i like some of it..

AC Milan/Juventus/Inter Milan?
+ not being a football i am, i don't really have a fave.. but i'll go with juventus if any of those three meet in a match..

Metallica/Red Hot Chili Peppers/GunN'Roses?
+ RHCP .. i like some of their songs.. GNR is good too.. metallica, i only hear them when i'm in stress mode :)

Adidas/Puma/Nike?
+ nike .. justdoit !! :p ...

Dolce & Gabbana/Fendi/Prada?
+ LV ? anyone wanna buy me one ??

Dian Sastro/Luna Maya/Nirina ?
+ to be honest, i'm not a fan for all of them :p .. i don't hate them, but just not a fan.. but i can say Luna Maya's the prettiest of all :p

Brad Pitt/Collin Farrell/Johny Depp ?
+ johnny depp !!!!! don't know why, he seems cool, mysterious, and bad :D he's such a great actor, can totally change his face in different role.. loveee the way he talks.. in silent but deep.. he rocks !!
brad pitt, yeah i use to like him, for he's sure gorgeous.. but since he's with angelina jolie,i hate him :D i'm totally one of Team Aniston.. Collin Farrell ?? i don't like him at all.. x(

KFC/McDonalds/Wendy's?
+ like i said before, totally mcD's fan.. then KFC.. i only like wendy's for their waffle..

Slank/Dewa/Peterpan?
+ slank is good, but i'm not a slankers.. dewa,*sigh* i used to like them, but not anymore.. i think they got worse and worse.. peterpan, lol.. yeah i like their songs..

Nokia/Motorola/Samsung?
+ SAMSUNG !! their mobile phones are sleek and elegant.. nokia would be my 2nd fave.. i never used motorola and i don't think i will...

Gitaris/Vokalis/Drummer
+ guitarist, looks cooler.. :p

Danielle Steel/Sidney Sheldon/Mario Puzo?
+ i don't really read their kind of novel, so i don't like all of them..

Steak/Sushi/Spaghetti?
+ hmm.. i can eat steak everyday ;) .. can eat spaghetti often enough.. can eat sushi sometimes :)

Marlboro/Sampoerna/Gudang Garam?
+ not a smoker, but according to my brother, he likes sampoerna better than marlboro.. so i guess if i am a smoker, i'll smoke sampoerna too ?

Comedy/Action/Horror?
+ comedy .. life's suck so i need a really good laugh ;) then surely i love horror movie.. i only like action if it's not too much and has an interesting plot ..

Drama/Sci-Fi?
+ drama.. sci-fi, is it like star wars ? i don't like star wars things... but sci-fi like x-Files, i love them..

Kompas/Media Indonesia/Pos Kota?
+ kompas, eventough i'm not a subscribers :)

teh Botol/Coca-Cola/Fanta?
+ fanta ..

Beng2/Kit-Kat/Toblerone?
+ i like TOP better than beng2... kitkat is okay.. but i don't really like toblerone..

Amrik/Aussie/Europe?
+ any continent is fine, as long it's not asia x( .. i like the states for their modern life.. i like aussie for their clean environment.. i like europe for their sophisticated culture..

BH 90210/Desperate H'Wives/The O.C?
+ LOL .. i used to watch BH 90210 .. and besides, it's about 10 years ago ? why is it being compared with DH and OC ?? oh by the way, I LOVE Desperate Housewives ;-) and i never watch OC :p

N'Sync/Westlife/Boyzone?
+ lol.. i like boyzone .. and westlife's 1st and 2nd album is nice, but after that,they got worse.. for nsync, i only like one song which is drive myself crazy x( why's Backstreet Boys not here ?? I LOVE BSB ....

Indonesian Idol/AFI/KDI?
+ lol.. i watched afi 1 and 2, but they got worse... i never watched indo idol, but i guess it's better than afi and kdi ?? prefer american idol though LOL ..


Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
*~ in my apartment right now, because my closet is a walking wardrobe to the bathroom, i always keep them open.. but for regular closet, i close them of course..

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
*~ nope.. :) hmm.. maybe shower caps.. ehuehuehue.. or pens or paper ;p

Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
*~ no.. maybe in my honeymoon someday :p

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
*~ duh ?? what for ?? o_O

Do you like to use post-it notes?
*~ used to.. nowadays, urrm.. just sometimes..

Do you cut out coupons and not use them?
*~ LoL.. i only cut coupons if i know i'm gonna use them..

Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
*~ lol.. tough question, if i was attacked by a big bear, i'd surely die .. a swarm of bees won't kill you... but if there's a slight chance i might run away, i'd like to be attacked by big bear, because it's slower than bees ;p

Do you always smile for pictures?
*~ about 90% yes ;p

What is your biggest pet peeve?
*~ one who talks too much

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
*~ no..

Have you ever peed in the woods?
*~ no.. but i've peed on the side road when i was kids ahuehaue.. covered by car doors ;p

Do you ever jump up and down to make your privates bounce?
*~ LOL .. no wayyyy xD

Do you chew your pens and pencils?
*~ no... but one fact, i chew straws when i drink ;p

How many people have you slept with this week?
*~ is it a sex question ? ;p wait .. i've slept with my mom, my 2 brothers, and my nanny when i was a toddler.. some of my cousins ... few of my girlfriends ;p .. hmm slept in sex term, i think it's private, right ??

Do you like popcorn ?
*~ yes i do love popcorn, especially when watching movies..

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
*~ if it's good on him, why not ?? doesn't mean he's sissy..

Do you still watch cartoons?
*~ LOL.. yesssssss xD

Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
*~ if i had some,would i tell u guys where i put it ?? ;p

What drink do you have with dinner?
*~ anything refreshing.. must have ice on it..

What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
*~ mushroom sauce ? sweet and sour sauce usually.. or simply chilli sauce..

what movies could you watch over and over and still love?
*~ one that really touched me.. or one that has unexpected plot...

Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
*~ lol.. i did join scout in my teenage years but that was because school's requirement

Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
*~ if it's taken by professional photographer, and it's very art-sy, not the cheap slutty photos, and of course if the salary's great, i would ;p
maybe my answer's a bit controversial for most people, and maybe some of you may think i'm a bitch, but hey you guys don't know anything ... *wink* nudity is pornography only if it's handled with dirty minds ..

Can you change the oil on a car?
*~ never try.. but maybe, there's direction written right ?

Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
*~ no.. :)

Ran out of gas ?
*~ no thankfully..

Best thing to eat for breakfast?
*~ errr.. chicken porridge .. fried rice ;)

What is your usual bedtime?
*~ LOL.. my metabolism is pretty messed up.. let's see.. i definitely don't go to sleep before 12 am.. so maybe around 2 / 3 am.. but yesss sometimes i go to sleep when the sun's rising ;p maybe around 6/7 am, when i have something to do.. or when i have morning class, i tend to stay awake until afternoon then sleep on 4 / 5 pm until 9 / 10 pm.. then stay awake again til morning :p

Are you lazy?
*~ pretty much Yes ! x(

when you were a kid what did you dress up as for halloween?
*~ i never celebrate halloween...

Went trick or treat?
*~ no.. my family doesn't have such tradition..

How many languages can you speak?
*~ let's see.. definitely indonesian, and javanese ;p .. and pretty good in english.. some simple japanese is okay.. very few of mandarin, urrgh consider i can't .. so only 4 ? x( .. i would learn more japanese, french, and spanish if i had a chance..

Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
*~ no.. but i buy them regularly.. i know that by subscribing i will save more money, but i still haven't found great gifts they 'd give if i subscribe ;p

Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
*~ i don;t know what lincoln logs is.. so i would answer LEGOs.. and i think LEGOs's great !

Are you stubborn?
*~ for some of my perspectives, yes... but generally, no....

Who is better... Jay Leno or Conan O'Brien?
*~ hmm.. i don't really watch them everyday, but i think i like Leno better..

Have you ever eaten a crayon?
*~ noooooo... x(

ceRita LibuRan 2005 - part 1

hari-hari di Solo hmmm.. biasa-biasa aja.. seperti biasa jadi pengangguran tanpa acara hihihi, paling cuman nonton tv .. jalan2 jg paling bentar doank ..
bikin aku mikir, kalo besok2nya beneran hrs stay di indo, masa aku menghabiskan hidup dengan begitu2 saja kekeke..
seminggu di solo aku cuman bermalas2an .. ga ada yg special *bleh*
oits, nonton HP GOBLET OF FIRE di SGM .. pertama kalinya aku nonton disana kekee.. ternyata yah ok jg lah ya.. meski ga keren2 amat tempatnya ..
HPnya kok rada mengecuwikan yah .. kepotong2 yang aku pengen nonton huhu.. khan pengen liat atraksi pembuka cheerleader team di Quidditch World Cup nya gmn, penasaran ama gimana itu leperchaun hehe.. lha yang paling mengecuwikan yah Draco cuma keluar sekilas2.. huuu khan tambah cakep aja tuh anak .. meski sedikit terobati karena ternyata Cedricnya mayan bikin ngiler jg .. pdhl waktu liat di trailernya aku pikir biasa aje ..
Hermione wekss.. beneran cakep amat sih skrg..

waktu di Solo jg sempet nyalon.. barengan ama Cc Erni, kalo sendirian mah aku males diceramahin ntar ama mama heuheue.. akhirnya rambutku dilurusin lagi, dan ternyata ada yang barengan ama pewarnaan sekalian .. jadi deh akhirnya rambutku dicat untuk pertama kali kekeke..
biasanya aku males kalo disuruh ngecat, pikirku biarin aja lah virgin heuheue..
tapi disuruh2 nyoba ama koko ya udah de coba aja lah.. skrg rambutku jd kemerahan de..

mungkin cuma dikit yang tahu kalo aku liburan ini ada pergi ke NY, USA ..
post ini diketik di kamarnya ko Donny di NY kekeke..
he'eh ini udah nyampe di USA ..
tgl 26 nov sore berangkat dari Solo.. ke Sg gitu naek SQ soale ..
beuh capek bok bagasinya banyak aje ..
abis katanya dapet limit luggagenya bisa 120 kg, berhubung katanya travel agentnya kalo ke USA bisa per orang dapet 60 kg, lha aku berdua ama mama perginya.. yah jd begitu de.. mama bawain macem2 buat koko, ampe 4 koper guede2 amit2 deh waktu angkatnya .. 25an kg semua ..

di Changi cuman 3-4 jam an.. puter2 di duty free jg bentar.. abis bingung sih mo belanja jg 'penyuplai dana'nya susah keluar duitnya heuahueae.. gitu deh..
waktu di pesawat, br nyadar kalo dikasih seat paling belakang heuhue.. emang sih udah tau kalo bakal rada belakang, soalnya kan langsung check in sekalian dr Solo, dapetnya 66 gt.. kirain bakal nyampe 70 gt, ternyata 66 itu yah mentok plg belakang kekeke..
tapi enak denk, deket lavatory heuheue.. dulu aku suka naek pesawat kalo seatnya di depan, pinggir jendela ..
skrg mah aku senengnya, deket lavatory ama pinggir lane aja deh heuheue.. kan ga repot kalo naluri alam timbul, ya toh?

pesawatnya dr Sg ke NY ternyata full bok.. gila dari depan ampe belakang mentok penuh.. kirain bakal bolong2 gituh, bener2 full..
orang2 banyak jg yg ke amrik hmmm...
wuiks tapi ga enak kalo waktu antri lavatory huhu.. sempet kebelet pipis berkali2 tapi yg antri banyak.. penderitaan hidup deh ..
dan aku belajar, kalo naek flight lama, mending ke wc dulu aja waktu ga ada yg antri , biar ga kebelet yah ke wc aja, ntar jg pipis kok.. drpd kalo udah kebelet, liat lavatory antri, gondok bgt deh kekekeke..

dari Sg mampir dulu ternyata ke Frankfurt .. flight 11 jam an .. transit cuma 1 jam 20 menit keke.. jadi ga keluar dari gate airport, cuman injek boarding room doank di Frankfurt huhuhu.. dari Frankfurt ke NY nya sekitar 7 jam an.. hmm jd kalo mo diitung2, bs 18-19 jam de perjalanannya yah hehehe..
di pesawat aku kebanyakan tidur, abis hiburannya aku udah tahu sih waktu aku balik dr melb-sg, masih sama film2nya jd nontonnya bbrp doank ..

Singkat cerita..
nyampe di JFK Airport.. sempet deg2an bole masuk ga ya kekeke.. abis cuman kita berdua keliatannya yang pegang paspor ijo indonesia :P ntar takut dikira teroris gimane kekeke..
ga denk.. lancar2 aja kok .. meski tampang officer yg di imigrasi serem bo.. tp yah untung lancar ajah amien ..
yg rese di customnya kekeke.. penasaran aja.. mama tuh banyak permen2 manisan buanyak banget, disuruh bukain.. dikirain drugs kali yee..
maklum deh pak.. tahu sendiri donk kalo seorang mama gak ketemu anaknya brapa taon, brasa mo bawain macem2.. aku aja bengong liat mama ngepack barang banyak amat..

yah akhirnya disini ketemu lagi de ama ko Donny .. setelah brapa tahun yah hehehe..
btw blom begitu freezing jg disini.. waktu dateng dih masih standar dingin kaya di aussie ..
tapi karena udah mo Desember nih, udah mau mulai dingin .. kayanya harus siap2 meringkuk di kamar deh kekeke.. males kan keluar :P

aku lom kemana2 jg sih.. waktu hari pertama sih sbnrnya ga mo kemana2, istirahat gt.. tp akhirnya malemnya ke Times Square, dan aku beli jam Swatch baru hmm.. bingung bo milihnya, keluarnya bagus2 kali musim ini >.< jadi pengen semua ... tapi cuma bole beli satu doank hiks..
yah ntar nabung aja de huhuhu..
sbnrnya pengen beli iPod video.. tapi yah kreditnya macet tuh keluarnya ehkekekek..
duh kapan yah bisa beli.. tabunganku abis terus sih kekeke.. abis pengen macem2..
koko udah ada beli kreditan.. skrg ini lagi aku jarah sementara kekeke..
malem2 ke Times Square, bingung mo kemana.. soale jg toko banyak yg tutup meski masih rame..
eh lewat gedung MTV.. hohohoho.. koko nawarin kapan2 mau gak tampil di MTV TRL.. waaa.. pengen kali yak wakakaka.. sekali2 masuk tipi :P
ternyata bs kok tampil di TRL tuh, daftar dulu sebelomnya begitu.. ntar deh coba ga tau jadi ato ga hmm..

hari kedua pergi ke Chinatown .. trus jg ada ke bekas WTC, kaga ada apa2nya heuheue.. bingung jg nih mo ngapain di NY ini..
mo jalan jg, koko besok2nya hrs kerja..
mo belanja jg, susah nih mama biasa lah suka ngebanding2in harga.. kayanya bakal ga ada shopping2an deh huuu cedih :(

nyampeee

fiuh.. nyampe deh di solo akhirnya..i'm pretty lucky that everything was okay ..the flights were okay, although there was a turbulance problem once for about 40 minutes when i took the melb-sg flight..watched Initial D movie in the flight, i thought it's a great movie, since lots people said it is better than Fast and Furious movies.. but after watching it, kinda dissapointed cause i think it's really not that great ..hehe of course Edison and Jay look really cute there *drool* but the ending is so lame for me.. i'm wondering what makes them say it's good ..but other than that, it's a good trip ..one thing crossed my mind when i stepped out from the plane, is 'omg so hot ..' heuhuehe..although it's hotter in melbourne when summer comes, but still i don't like to sweat :Phmm.. did nothing for the first day in solo, just took a nap first, guess i was too tired from 2 flight, didn't get enough sleep and also my luggages are really heavy .. my arms and shoulders still hurt til now ..then i went for dinner in my mom's 'arisan' also with my bro ..that's all i did today .. i haven't thought what i'm going to do for next days, but actually there's nohing much to do here.. i get bored easily here huehuehue..... maybe because i don't have a good internet connection here :P and also the computer is so old .. i'm missing my melbourne's room already :Di hope i'll get something interesting to do next days ..

mudik

hohoho..
hari ini saya mudik dulu yah .. well ga hari ini sih, sebenernya tgl 15 besok, tp pesawatnya jam 00.50 jadi itung aja tgl 14 malem ..
wew.. balik lagi deh ke kampung halaman .. naek SQ nih, jd transit di SG dulu seperti biasa .. tahun lalu aku ambil pesawat pagi .. tp kali ini mo nyobain yang tengah malem deh ..
dan aku bingung nih, mo nyobain online check in kok ga bisa ya .. masa aku ga ada di list penumpang ?? pdhl dah ada tiketnya ..
masa tiketnya ga valid sih ?? mo nanya kemana aku jg bingung
padahal enak kalo udah online check in .. ngantrinya ga panjang di counternya .. SQ yang tengah malem ini ngantrinya puanjang bok di airportnya ..

ah bingung.. ini juga packing ga selesai2 ..
errr.. sbnrnya emang berhenti2 sih packingnya huehuehe.. aku kalo packing selalu detik-detik terakhir .. sampe sering mama ngomel2 kalo waktu travelling bareng ..
duh aku tuh males banget ama yang namanya packing !! soalnya bingung yang mau dibawa yang mana .. pengennya kan dipake semua .. nah skrg aku bingung kopernya udah penuh, ada yang lom masuk .. masa bawa koper 2, males ah ..
aih dan skrg tinggal gak sampe 10 jam untuk tutup koper dan berangkat, aku masih bingung cara bawa sandal2 gmn lol .. emang nih aku ga kaya yang laen, temen2 bawa sandal / sepatu 1 / 2 pasang cukup, aku kok rasanya gak sreg ya kalo ga bawa bbrp heuhuee.. pdhl udah tau kalo naruhnya di koper susah ..

ah kalo waktu mudik gini, aku pasti bakal kangen ama komputer setia ini huehuee..
abis kalo pulang indo, komputernya udah lama sih ..

duh apalagi yah ..
yang jelas aku bingung, nasibku gimana abis ini heuheuhuee...
dideport gak ya dr oz .. soalnya dah pasti failed ini yang semester ini heuhuehue.. oops jgn bilang2 mamaku, takut ..

ya sudah deh.. c ya buat kamu2 yang mungkin pulang ke solo jg, kapan2 ketemuan ya..
yang masih ga pulang indo, hayo pulang !! jangan 'ngendon' di negara tetangga terus ..

aduh ngantuk ..
selalu deh insomnia kalo deket2 hari mo travelling .. tapi ga bs bobo lagi, banyak yg lom dipacking ..

about me so far ...

Udah lama ga nulis blog. Jadi bingung mau nulis apaan huehuehue. Memang bbrp waktu yg lalu udah mau pensiun aja nulis2 beginian, soalnya ya udah ga mood lagi. Tapi akhirnya pengen lagi sih iseng2 nulis ttg idupku. Setidaknya biar mungkin aja ada orang2 yang udah lama ga kontak2an ama aku, masih tau kalo aku masih ada dan ok2 saja begitu.

Tentang posting yang terakhir di blog lama, memang isinya desperate banget ya. Terima kasih buat kalian yang kasih komen2 dan support2, dan bbrp orang yang mencari2, jd malu saya. Udah gpp kok skrg. Memang pada waktu itu adalah salah satu waktu terpuruknya saya. Yah namanya jg manusia, apalagi untuk yang bertipe phlegmatis melankolisseperti aku, mudah sekali untuk jatuh dan merasa insecure.

Ok kabar sejauh ini..
Hmm.. apa ya ?
Masih single, dan available .. desperate ga ya hehehe..
Belum ada yang bersedia memenuhi slot yang tersedia heuaheuae.. Apaan coba ?
Pasti ada yang nyengir ketika membaca kalimat ini. Dia yang tau seberapa besarnya perasaan HBL(Haus Belaian Lelaki)ku. Allow, Felix-kun !! Sudah sudah, mungkin memang belum saatnya.

Lalu saatnya apa ya ?
Oh tentang hidup selama ini.. wah ini topik berat banget..
Seperti yang sudah diketahui, I'm no longer teenager !!
Sudah menginjak masa 20an. Masa yang rawan ketika seseorang tidak tahu apa yang hendak dikerjakannya. Ketika seseorang tidak yakin dengan apa yang ingin dilakukannya. Ketika seseorang merasa tersesat dan gak tahu harus melakukan apa.
Itulah yang terjadi.
Kalo dibilang memang seharusnya aku ga seperti itu. Waktu ga mungkin berjalan mundur, dan kita ga bole stuck di satu point.
Tapi boleh donk takut ?
Jujur, aku takut dengan seperti apa futureku. Bukan takut yang berlebihan sih, tapi ya takut sedikit dengan apa yang seharusnya aku lakukan. Aku merasa seperti orang yang gak berguna, hanya bs membuang2 uang mama. Cedih deh.. Aku tiba-tiba disadarkan, dimana semua yang aku kenal sepertinya tahu apa yang mereka lakukan, dan melakukan apa yang bener2 mereka tahu, aku merasa aku gak melakukan apa yang seharusnya aku lakukan. For instance,aku sudah mulai bosan dengan course yang aku ambil, soalnya aku merasa gak berkembang dan gak bs apa2. Sepertinya aku wasting time and efforts, and of course money. Sampai akhirnya di satu waktu dimana i was fed up with my rutinity, i abandoned them all. It does seem like what a looser would do, but at that time, I didn't know what I was doing. Yah sekarang ini nasibku belum tahu seperti apa, doakan semuanya baik2 saja, dan aku masih dapat kesempatan untuk memperbaikinya. Untuk rencana selanjutnya, aku masih belum tahu. Karena kalau dipikir2, terlalu egois kalau aku hanya memikirkan apa yang mau aku lakukan. Jadi mungkin aku akan bicara pada kepala keuanganku tentang apa yg hrs aku lakukan buat hidupku, heuheuehe. Of course it's my beloved mom.

Udah sekian dulu deh updatenya. Tentunya nanti pasti ada posting2 baru lagi.
Oh ya sedikit cerita ttg blog yang ini, jgn bertanya2 knp ganti blog. Yah soalnya alasannya cuma karena iseng aja. Ceritanya ganti dekade, ganti cerita heuaheuaheae. Mungkin nanti ketika memasuki usia 30an dst, akan pindahan lagi ? ehaiehaie..
Mengenai namanya, sebenarnya jg ga sengaja nemunya.. Setelah berhari2 bingung mau pakai nama apa, aku ga mau terlalu personal tapi jg mau sedikit keren, heuaheuae.. tadinya mau pakai deep contemplation, spt email baruku (oh ya aku ada email baru lho, di Gmail tapi, deep.contemplation@gmail.com - ayo dicatat) tapi kok kayanya blog ini tidak terlalu serius sehingga memerlukan renungan2 yang dalam, jadi kata itu dicoret.
Lalu bertanya-tanya pada one of my best friend, Felix (arigatou nee..), diputuskan untuk pakai simplincy. Asalnya dari kata simplicity yg memang menggambarkan aku yang suka hal2 yang simple2 saja, dan kata ncy yaitu kependekan dari namaku yang akhir2 ini sering aku pakai. Get it ? NanCY -> NCY

simplicity + ncy -> simplicy ( ga jadi karena aneh ) -> simplicincy ( ga jadi karena terlalu ruwet ) -> ehuaheuae ya sudah simplincy, biarin emang maksa ini. Hei kamu, jgn ketawa, jgn protes, ini kan blog2 saya sendiri.

ya begitulah riwayat bagaimana nama itu terbentuk..
oh ya credit errr.. template dr ide saya sendiri kok, perjuangan susun2 gambar, bikin banner, coding2, test2 selama seminggu.. yang lain, hmm.. bisa diliat di credit links, ok ?

Last but not least, thx for you who eventually somehow still visiting my page and hoping any updates. It's you who encouraged me to get a blog again.